端の始めの終わり

Two Puluh Nine

2012-01-26T01:35:00.003+08:00

That is why they called it a countdown. The number will keep decreasing. But how I loved you? Will always be increasing.

P/S : You are far away but always near in my heart

Three Puluh

2012-01-25T01:32:00.002+08:00

Counting days. And today I will know whether it is reactive or not.

P/S : Oh I'm very sure is not reactive.

Are We There Yet?

2012-01-17T20:14:00.003+08:00

Will I be prepared for my big day? Yes I am always ready for that. But I am just taking things a little slow to make sure that everything will go my way with a little opinion and suggestion about this and that. What I am not prepared now is that the money that will be out of the pocket to buy things. Well the overall budget is there but just imagine on what some people might suggest without thinking about how we really want to spend it all on? It will be an obligation to say no but at least I am relieved that I have the rights to say YES and also the right to say NO.

I'll be on medical break for almost 2 weeks before my site works begins. So I don't have enough time to prepare everything by myself and I need people who knew what I want to help me with the preparations. 33 days to go!

And I need a time off from the office to do my things. Staying in the office will not help me anything plus I will be bored to death staying in the office for more than 8 hours, pretending at my temporary cubicle that I have things to do and to work on. How lame right? But that is the nature of the site based work. We do have plenty and tons of work onsite(plus standby where we can just sit the whole day doing nothing) but once we're too long in the office, we will be left unrest in our not so comfortable seat. We'll be running up and down the office and we'll be in and out of the office trying to make ourselves look like we do have works to do and many things to think.

Wifey to be is out of town and it sucks when she's not around. Wish you were here right now :(

Blabbering Bollocks

2011-12-23T03:13:00.002+08:00

There were times where things are doing great to you but this is the time where things are not that great to us. I have spent too much time for my work that I don't have time for myself or my loved ones especially to both of my beautiful and charming girls.

The future prospect and possibility is showing towards the positive side. There is an old saying, no sacrifice no glory. Well I think sacrifices is all I've done all these while. The pay was good and alhamdulillah I couldn't complaint more on my earnings but with the money that I can have in the whole world, I couldn't but the precious times that I have lost.

Family needs me and my loved one need my attention.

Oh God! Please help me! Show me the way and show me some signs.

Bored again and again

2011-11-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not I am going into my 7th months with ROSEN. Quite an achievement for myself. Why? Because I have never been very loyal when it comes to work. Trust me I bored with things even worse a girl change their handbags or a tech freak change their gadgets. True story.

First place I worked at is Aquaria KLCC as a part time Customer Service Assistant. At first I was happily working there when suddenly every friends that I have made there quit the job or be changed to another department. I was left alone in the CSA department, moving nowhere. So I decide to find some other places before I got another job in a traveling agency company called Tri-D Travel and Tours.

Sales executive was my position there. What is my role? To make sales for the company from the government sectors. I am a newbie in that area but I guess I was just trying to guess what will be my greatest ability. It was okay traveling every single day and work without any time boundaries. I get to see people and talk about anything to get a strong relationship bonding for me to do my work. Made some new friends and clients. But shit happened and I started to get bored with the work. So I decide, let's go back to studying and finish my degree.

4 years I stopped working and concentrate on my studies. I didn't do any good anyway but at least I have finished my studies with a scroll in my hand. Yeah ho!

Back to job hunting again. JobStreet, StarJobs and almost all engineering companies website is what I looked at every single minute. Until I got a few interviews before I was offered an acceptable salary at Bright Fire Protection. A company which work 6 days a week with some crappy office I must say. Guess how long I was there? 4 days before I got an interview at Matco Malaysia Sdn Bhd. Why leave? Because I think I don't agree with working 6 days a week, in an office. No one does that anymore. Can you please get a newspaper and read some statistics, Mr Bright Fire Protection? Thank you.

Matco Malaysia. An Oil and Gas Instrumention company. Providing instrumentation equipments and services for Oil and Gas pipeline. The post? Sales and Technical Engineer. What did I do? Sales, proposals, documentations, invoices and quotations. I did enjoy learning about instrumentations when I realized my learning curve was very shallow. A lot to learn but limited to only a certain level. And a very confusing management. I got bored with the job, AGAIN. The website is my best friend from that moment onwards. I was looking for a field job actually but my current post in Matco doesn't give me much opportunity to travel and get the field experience that I want. Then I got an interview which I have to lie to get a leave that I am not entitled to. Unpaid leave we all call it. But the risk taken paid off when I was offered a position at ROSEN Inspection as a Survey Engineer.

In May, after going for a holiday with my fiancee's family in New Zealand, I reported to ROSEN Inspection for my first day. A lot of new things that I need to learn when I was nearly gave up. If it wasn't because I want to get married, I would have leave at that time and look for another job. Staying in the company make me actually love my job and I started to love traveling.

Long story short, here I am. Still standing strong in ROSEN. Tomorrow is my appraisal interview and presentation. Slides ready and I am good to go. Few things are in my head right now but I need to do what I have to do.

Morale of the story : Some risk are worth to be taken. Just trust yourself and be strong.

Lastly, I will still love you even for another thousand years to come, Baby D

Beauty and the Beast

2011-09-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

The title might fit the story but since I think it is, that's the title that has been chosen for this entry.

It has been almost 4 months working in a new company. New environment, new colleagues and new experience. Everyday is a brand new day when there were many things to be learned and to catch up. This happens not only when you were working for a technology based company, but also applies to other fields. A friend once said that when you started working, you will never stop learning even after you have retired and settle down.

Back to the main reason of why I'm writing this post. Well I guess no one likes working. It is very annoying, very unpleasant and all sort of things that people always whine about their work. Same goes to me. I whine and whine to myself whenever I am working. But that is the reality of work where nothing goes the way you want it to be. But as long as it pays the bill, people decide to stay at their current work. But I am slowly adapting to my work and slowly I fell in love with it. Right now I am still enjoying my work even though it is very tiring and very time consuming. Why time consuming? Because of a few reasons that I decide not to spill it here. Company's private and confidential knowledge property. Well this is the beast part of my current work. It may shift to the beauty part especially when the figure's on the bank account has been changed end of the month.

The beauty? Here what I think is the beauty of my job. Firstly, I was given a chance to earn extra money every time I am assigned for a job outside of the office which I'll be spending 80% of the year. An extra day means extra allowances. Then I have the chance to travel which is very good. Even though it was only limited to the Asia Pacific region, but I guess that is fine for me. I do enjoy traveling and I really wish that I can travel everywhere and see the world. The best thing is I have the chance to travel to places that have never been thought by most people. For example places like Urumqi, Hami, Shanshan, Guazhou and Khorgos in China. I have never heard of these places before until I was assigned to execute some work last month. It was a priceless experience that I can never stop sharing with other people. Beauty? Yes it was a great and beautiful experience and place.

There goes my Beauty and the Beast. Until next time,peeps. Heading for bed.

Moving On

2011-04-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is going to be my last day in Matco Malaysia Sdn Bhd. Why? Because I had to move on to develop my career. That was what I wrote inside my resignation letter that was sent last Friday to my boss. And also because I had a better offer in other company which I have attended the interview and also got an offer letter. Well unfortunately I won't have the chance to say good bye to my boss since he extended his stay in Miri for some job that he has to do.

So it was only 3 months with Matco Malaysia working as Sales & Technical Engineer. It wasn't a bad experience after all but I just have to admit that sales wasn't my first choice of job. Not the thing that I was looking forward to do when I decided to take up engineering as my choice of studies. I learned and studied about the technical aspects of pipeline instrumentation mainly on the Actuated Ball Valves. It was good in the early stage but I guess I do not have enough balls to stay and keep reading the catalogue, data sheet and also technical specifications. Ok I'm kidding.

Just need some action other than the fact that I can't rely heavily on the monthly income that I am getting with the company to get married. I am the type of person who can't really understand about things without seeing or experiencing with it.

Day after tomorrow I'll be jet setting to somewhere in the Southern Hemisphere which I count as a gift to myself for managing to finish my studies last year. After all I haven't been on a holiday to other people's place to relax my mind. Then after the trip ends, I will be working with a new company that I had an offer and I have actually signed the offer letter giving my commitments to share my knowledge and skills towards the company's development. I know that what I am saying looks like a cut and paste from the Internet or in the book, but I guess I accepted the job because it offers me better responsibilities, opportunities as well as monthly salary and allowances.

My Holiday Mood will be turned on starting tonight and I just can't wait for the day after tomorrow to come.

Mood

2011-04-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Well. Right now I just don't have the right mood to pack up my things for my holiday trip. I mean I do still looking forward for the trip but right at this moment I don't have the mood to do all the packing. Still thinking of what clothes to bring and this and also that.

Hmmm.

Guess Who's Back?

2011-04-21T23:46:00.003+08:00

Well there are many things to be told but I think I just wanna talk about the important thing that I think may have an effect to the journey of my life. First of all, I am in a holiday mood! It was planned long before somewhere in December. I said yes and I have committed to it and now it is a week away. I can consider it a getaway for myself and also a little reward to myself for being able to end my studies after almost 7 years enduring all the pain going to classes, staying up late at night just to make sure all the assignments are done and also drinking cups of coffee every night to study and prepare for final exam. Coincidently, my fiancé's family are planning to go somewhere so I decide to tag along. Our destination? To the land of the Kiwis and more specifically Auckland. It has been a while since the last time I went for a holiday outside of the South East Asia so when the opportunity came, I am not letting it go ever. So nothing else I'm thinking right now other than the Auckland Getaway trip. I will definitely load my camera and take millions of pictures with it. Sorry for exaggerating but I am just too excited for the trip.

Then another story. Someone told me that I'm good with other things which he would not tell me but what he told me is about my weakness that I need to work on if ever I want to be successful in future. He said that I always startled, hesitating and indecisive. So he asked me to be more confident and do not ever be afraid to make mistake. By making mistakes, we can be better in future. So what do you think? I think what he said is true. Any suggestions fellas?

One last good news. I will be working in a new place after my Auckland trip. Just had an offer letter agreement yesterday and also I have to attend the full medical checkup today. More on my new place in my future post.

I promise you that I will write more often after this.

I Have Come Back

2011-04-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

It has been a really long time after my previous post. Well I do admit that I was in the transition stage of entering the working world and environment that I have yet to manage my time well to do things that I used to do which is blogging. Well it has been a great and hectic week this time around and I will tell you more about it on my next post. Before penning off, I would like to say that

I HAVE COME BACK...TO LIFE!!!!

Hujan

2011-01-31T11:25:00.002+08:00

Ini hari Isnin. Seperti biasa, semua malas mahu melipat selimut di pagi hari tetapi sangat rajin melipat diri di dalam selimut. Sudah 2 hari di Kota Mega-polis Kuala Lumpur hujan. Alhamdulillah. Kurang sikit bau yang kurang menyenangkan yang datang dari rembesan peluh di dahi dan ketiak manusia. Ok no point.

Tapi bila hujan dan hanya satu hari bekerja dalam satu minggu, rasa-rasa apa perasaan anda jika permohonan cuti di-reject? Surat berhenti kerja sudah draf tapi printer office rosak plak. Lepas lunch mahu ambil emergency leave tanpa sebab. Dah nama pun emergency.

ke-BINATANG-an

2011-01-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Please enjoy :)

Karma #2

2010-12-26T12:59:00.001+08:00

Well we used to hear this quote

"What you give,you get back"

It has always been true and it has already being proven.

I have experience and have seen the proofs.

There goes your karma #2

Karma

2010-12-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

Ada orang pernah pesan. Jangan benci sangat satu benda atau mengata benda yang buruk pasal sesuatu. Sebabnya nanti end up kita akan suka benda tu.

Well. Dahulu saya pakai PDA phone HTC Diamond II. Canggih la phone tu time saya pakai. Fully touch screen. Memang canggih. Nak beli iPhone tak mampu tapi nak pakai phone yang ada function fully touch screen. Memang canggih dan market saya time tu melambung naik. Saya suka kalau market saya melambung naik. Dari sepuluh ringgit sesaham naik jadi sepuluh ratus ringgit sesaham. Memang best.

Nak dijadikan cerita. Lepas saya beli handphone baru, semua orang sudah mampu beli Blackberry. Huh! Sungguh kurang ajar. Blackberry jadi sangat murah sampai budak sekolah rendah pun mampu beli jika mereka simpan duit belanja ke sekolah.

Saya pun kurang suka dengan orang yang pakai Blackberry. Makin lama makin benci saya lihat mereka. Asyik update kat status Facebook via Blackberry. Memang hati saya terbakar dan rentung. Mulalah reveolusi mengutuk Blackberry. Macam-macam tentang Blackberry diperkatakan. Dari A sampai Z. Sampai ada niat nak tubuhkan Kelab Benci Blackberry kat Facebook.

Nak dijadikan cerita lagi. Tiba-tiba dapat durian runtuh. Ada orang nak beri Blackberry sebagai hadiah. Tempted tapi terasa seperti menjilat ludah sendiri. Tapi terpaksa jugak amek sebab ada orang nak bagi sebagai hadiah.

See? Exhibit A?

Moral of the story: Jangan kutuk-kutuk orang yang pakai Blackberry atau cakap kat semua orang yang kau takkan pakai or tak minat Blackberry. Last-last kau pakai jugak Blackberry.

Just The Way You Are

2010-11-29T02:37:00.001+08:00

If perfect is what you're looking for

Just stay the way you are

2010-11-23T02:17:00.003+08:00

Just want this unwanted feelings to go away as soon as possible.

I do need a clue and I do need a hint.

:((

Entri Gedik Mintak Pelempang

2010-11-12T01:45:00.004+08:00

Eh you all. You all apa khabar? Harap you all semua sihat-sihat. You all dah makan? Kalau belum makan lagi, make sure you all makan esok pagi ok? Jangan lupa. Angin masuk perut nanti, siapa susah? You all jugak yang susah.

Ok lah you all. I nak cerita sikit lah dekat you all. Setahun yang lepas I ada jumpa seorang perempuan cantik. Muka macam anak patung you all tau tak? Haa. You all pernah tengok cerita Life-size? Ala. Cerita pasal anak patung yang boleh hidup tu? Tak pernah tengok? Tak pe lah. I pun tak pernah tengok jugak :D

Jom I tunjuk kat you all gambar perempuan cantik tu ok?

Kalau you all nak tau, inilah dia tunang I you all. Cantik kan tunang I ni? Memang cantik pun orangnya. There are too much good quality in her. Sebab tu lah I jatuh cinta dengan tunang I ni you all. I sayang tunang I sangat-sangat. Nama tunang I ni Diyana tapi orang ramai panggil dia dengan nama Denna saja. Bukan Deena ye you all. Deena tu bukan tunang I. Tunang orang lain. Mungkin.

Ok lah you all. Motif sebenar entry sebab nak bagitau yang I sayang kat tunang I. Thank you.

*sorilah kalau terlebih gedik.perasaan excited dalam diri tidak terbendung :D*

2010-11-05T02:36:00.002+08:00

It will be the last 10 days of my student years. Hopefully. Done with the examinations. Have one small project to be presented which is a group project. Only a little amount of work required. Of all things, there is only one concern.

THESIS REPORT!!!

Damn! I am so lazy and so not in the mood to even type and write.

saya memang orang yang PALING RAJIN sekali nak buat thesis

Hello Monday! :D

2010-10-25T00:05:00.002+08:00

When we talk about Monday, everyone will start whining and start complaining about how lazy they are to start the week. After two days, Saturday and Sunday, of break, it sure is a little hard to start back the engine and turn yourself into the working mode on Monday.

But today, Monday 25th October 2010, is the day that I have been looking forward for quite some time. The day where everything will be changed, insya-Allah.

In less than 24 hours, I'll be sitting for my final examinations paper and this is not just another final exam. This examination paper, Control System, which I'll be sitting will be the mark of the end of my student life. Even though there is another thing that is still in progress, but I guess it can be counted as the end of my student life. No more examinations and tests. Only assignments and projects later in my working life.

This is just an entry to share with everyone that I am excited! :D

A Pair of Jeans

2010-10-21T14:58:00.002+08:00

Siblings are the worst enemy that we always have in our life. We started fighting, arguing and shouting with them ever since we learn how to talk. Other than that some of us even hit them with our hands and legs and sometimes we do use other things to hit our siblings. Do you agree? Sometimes we even wish that we don't have those bad and naughty brothers and sisters that we can even live happily with 100% tender, love and care by our parents directed to us ONLY.

We fight among the siblings because there are a small, big and huge differences between us. Maybe one of us have a better toy to play with or maybe more attention by the parents that make us find another reason, even how silly it is, just to have our revenge to our siblings. It is all about the differences.

Just take a look on a pair of jeans. Whether it is in your wardrobe, the one that you are wearing right now or the one you can look at in a jeans boutique. Even though it is called a pair of jeans, that doesn't mean that they share the same character or features. Yes they do share the same owner definitely. They have differences between them. The right side may have a better colour than the left side. In some jeans, the right side have a torn surface while the other don't. Maybe we have never seen them fighting over matters like this but I do truly believe that they do fight but in a a pair of jeans style or maybe in the washing machine. But in the end, they are still a pair of jeans and they will live a life as a pair of jeans until the end.

Siblings are also like that. We fight, we argue, we shout to each other and we do bad things to them. In the end, they are still and always will be our siblings and we will live with them until the end of our life.

Just like a pair of jeans.

Q & A Session

2010-10-19T00:23:00.005+08:00

Here is a situation:

You and a good long lost friend were sitting down at your favorite mamak stall. There are so many things to be updated about both of you and both of you were already having a conversation for almost an hour. Suddenly a beggar came along and ask for some donation

And here is the question:

What will be the first thing that came into your mind? And if you decide to give the beggar some extra change available in your pocket, what is that for actually? Are you really sincere in giving the beggar the change or you were just giving them the change so that you can continue with your conversation because obviously waving your hands away towards the beggar would be a merciless act?

2010-10-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

Kadang-kadang perangai orang kafir dan orang yahudi

lagi bagus daripada perangai orang melayu

Few weeks

2010-10-17T13:31:00.003+08:00

Few weeks left for my studies. But it has been the same thing and the same situation all the time. In fact I think it is a little busier compared to the previous semester. Below is the schedule for my final examinations

23rd October 2010 - Turbomachinery

25th October 2010 - Control System

13th November 2010 - Submission Date of Final Hard Bound Thesis

And yes. I am already going to submit my final bound thesis which is going to be approximately 2 weeks after my final examination paper. Well a little more extra work awaiting me after my final exam and then I am totally done! :)

Which explains the trip to Universal Studios Singapore few weeks ago. Since I won't be having my student time anymore after this, I have decided to take a time off from all this hectic world (just for a day won't harm anything do I?) and spend a quality and unforgettable moment with my sweetest fiancee in the world :). Although it was a really tired journey and trip, but I guess it is all worth it except for the few rides that are still under construction and this rides that were still under construction are the rides that every visitors are looking forward for. What a shame!! But I am totally going back there after this but with a more proper plans.

Well as of now, I am spending most of the time in front my laptop and attending the work load that I need to have it done before my final presentation next Friday. Wish me luck everyone. I'll be updating soon after some of the load has been done and finished.

2010-10-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

We sometimes spend more time for us to understand other people

but

we always forget to spend some time to let other people understand us

2010-09-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the long silence. But it has been a hectic, not weeks, but months since there are a lot of due dates and datelines to be met. Few months left in my studies and I have a huge responsibility that has to be done. Being an engineering students, you will never rest except for the semester break and end of semester holiday. I guess the university is really preparing us to face the real deal in the real world that lies ahead of us. So I am taking all this thing heavily and positively.

I guess there will be no updates for a few more weeks. I have to get my priority right and make sure that all my work to be done in time. Looking at the bright side, I am going to leave the life of a student in a few months. Just cant wait for the time to come. Need to be a nerd and also a bookworm for a while.

L.O.R.D.S Iftaar

2010-09-01T19:03:00.004+08:00

A little update on what happened during the weekend. An iftaar cum gathering session with the brotherhood. Don't get me wrong. They were all my batchmates from school. The venue was in Tasik Idaman, Bangi. Somewhere near Bandar Salak Tinggi. So here's the pictures on the what, the who and the how.

The laughter before berbuka time :)

A phone call to Ms. Fiancee to wish her Happy Berbuka :D

The happy stomach face

Guess what? The Malaysia national hockey player was there

Group Cam-whoring session 1

The A Block Council

The crew of C Block

The available crew for the B Block

..and the ultimate group cam-whoring session :p

The price that we are paying for the food is reasonable but to see some of the friends in the gathering is priceless. Hope for another gathering to come soon.

Round and Round A Garden

2010-09-01T17:10:00.001+08:00

The elders and the people earlier than us have left us with a quote that will remind us until forever. A word, a phrase and also a quote to give us a guidance as well as advice on how things will go in our life. The words of wisdom that they have left us with are

"What goes around comes around"

"What you give you get back"

"Life is like a spinning wheel"

Well those words of wisdom does sound differently to each other but I am sure that it lead to the same meaning and purpose. What the words of wisdom are trying to tell us is that whatever you do in your life, no matter it is for good purpose or it is for a bad purpose, it will eventually come back to the place where it came from.

In engineering terms, there is this one thing where we called it as a open loop and also a closed loop. An open loop where your action will not return any consequences while a closed loop will give us something in return as a consequences. Why am I telling you all about this? It is not I am trying to outsmart you readers but actually to relate it to the reality of life. In my opinion, life is like a closed loop and this has been proved with the words of wisdom I have mentioned earlier in the post. What you do in your life, you will actually get an outcome, depending on what you have done earlier in your life in just a matter of time, whether it be soon or later.

For example, if we were approached by a poor guy, asking for donation while you were either walking down the street or even while you were eating or hanging out with your friends, what will be your action? It will be either you take out your small and tiny wallet or find some small change inside your pocket or you will just wave your hands signalling to the poor guy to go away and don't ever bother to come back again. Both action does have a consequences. It is like the principal developed by our genius, Sir Isaac Newton which is for every action there is an equal or opposite reaction. He might published his principal for the purpose of engineering development but I say that he published his own principal for the use of all kind of life principal.

The more you give is the more you will get. The more you take without giving, the less the chance of you getting anything in the future.

"this is just another blabbering entry"

When you are..

2010-08-21T04:09:00.003+08:00

When you are happy, you need people for you to share those happiness with. Usually someone in the family or someone close to you.

When you are sad, you need people who understands you to be there for you and listen to what you have to say. And in this situation, family member might not be the first choice of all the choices you have but still they are a choice, but still you will choose to share things with someone close to you.

When you are down, you need motivations from family and friends. You need to have the words of wisdom from them to cheer yourself up and forget what has happened and move on with your life.

When you are sick, you need your family and your friends as well. You need their attention and their care for you. You need it to motivate yourself to be strong to fight all the pain and be in a good health again.

I can count myself as lucky since I have someone who can be there for me whenever I need someone the most. I do have my mother for me when I felt one of those mentioned before but most of the time, my mother is busy with my other siblings and yet I don't ever want to steal any attention from my little sisters who are still in school.

I have a friend, a companion, a friend who I can trust, a person who is important to me, the best friend that I ever have, a friend who will always be there for me whenever I am happy, sad, down or when I am feeling sick, a friend who always tell me what is right and what is wrong and also a friend who always tell me that everything is going to be alright and whatever happen, that friend will always be there for me, always.

I have never regret my life in knowing this wonderful girl. A girl who changes my life from full of misery into a blessed and happy life. Not only I love this girl, I do want her to be around me all the time.

I really love you, My Beautiful Fiancée.

I loved you yesterday, I still love you right now, I will love you even more tomorrow and I am sure that I will love you extremely for the coming days.

Idea

2010-08-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

For some people, writing is their passion. They just love writing that they wont rest until they have written at least something about anything. That is how some people might be when they are in love with writing. A person that have things and matters to write about is a person who always read, travel and have a lot experiences and knowledges to be shared to others.

These writers always have what people called as creativity and their mind is always working all the time. Thinking about things that they want to write about later in the day.

But for me. I am out of idea to write lately. I do love writing regardless of the content of my writing is just a simple blabbering or just writing crap. But right now I seriously have no idea on what to write. Or maybe I should start reading more materials so that I would have more ideas for my writing?

"Wish I could have a light bulb like this so that I can just switch it on whenever I need an idea to write"

:((

2010-08-20T01:52:00.001+08:00

10 days into the fasting month of Ramadan, I am not feeling well. I am congratulating myself for catching a slight fever, cough as well as a flu. Why am I congratulating myself? It is because of several reasons that will be discussed further. Then you guys might say "Oh! No wonder he catches a flu. He deserved it!"

The weather has not been good to me. Well I am not blaming the weather entirely as a whole but I am blaming my social activities where I need to attend to. Sounds like I am a socialize huh? No actually being a student, I need to go here and there, inside and outside of the building. So the difference of the temperature, hot and cold, contributes to the cough and flu that I am having right now. Especially when you have to attend classes in Bangi. Some said that Bangi is hotter than any other places in KL. I don't have any proof on that statement but I do think I could not agree more on it :)

Oh yeah! And then the fact that I am very lazy to consume a large amount of fluid (may I say plain water and not the coloured and flavoured water) into my body. Being in a place where it seems hotter than where I am staying, I should have tell myself to consume a little bit more water so that I won't get any sore throat especially when every food in the Bazaar Ramadan seems to have chillies as their main ingredient. I am not a big fan of piping hot food but I am a big fan of a sweet foods. Yummy! Small amount of chilly is acceptable but not where the colour of your food start to turn into red colour.

One last thing, daily supplement. I am sure that most of you did take any basic supplement on daily basis right? Well it is needed to people who is like me, who doesn't drink enough water everyday or eat the food according to it's diet needs. yeah I am the type of person who just eat what I want and just buy anything that I want to eat. But it all depends on the current financial status of myself. I have pledged myself to take some basic supplements like Vitamin C or Vitamin B-Complex on a daily basis last time but it seems it was just a plan without any effort of execution.

So what do you think?

Banyak

2010-08-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

Bulan puasa, bulan mulia, bulan Ramadan. Menahan lapar dan dahaga sepanjang hari. Juga tidak dilupakan maki hamun dan ayat-ayat cerca yang keluar dari orang yang kurang daya tahan lapar. Bulan biasa melantak sepanjang masa. Memang lah macam itu.

Apabila berbuka, semua berpusu-pusu menyerang meja yang dipenuhi juadah. Makan sehingga tak larat nak bangun untuk ke depan TV sambung tengok cerita kartun. Tapi sekarang selalu juga rancangan berbentuk dokumentari ke udara. At least we can gain some knowledge about the world. Nak harap buka ensiklopedia atau encyclopedia, memang liat. Wikipedia pun sekali-sekala.

Memang banyak juadah dari seluruh pelosok tanah air dan bandar-bandar terkemuka berkumpul di bazar Ramadan (BaRam). Ada yang memanggil Pasar Ramadan (PaRam). Lain-lain nama panggilan belum dapat ditemui lagi di wikipedia. Tunggu mereka update sudah berkurun lamanya.

Makan punya makan, banyak makanan terlebih dalam pinggan. Nak tak nak kena habiskan jugak lah. Takut nanti dicop kawan syaitan sebab membazir. Ibu kita selalu pesan "Mohd, habiskan nasi dalam pinggan. Nanti menangis nasi kalau dibuang". Pelbagai imaginasi muncul di atas kepala membayangkan muka nasi sedang menangis. Biasalah. Kanak-kanak Ultraman.

Tapi masalah sekarang. Kalau makanan yang banyak boleh gagah lagi kalau nak compresskan dalam perut. Kerja banyak boleh ke nak compress? Bagai beri betis nak peha. Submit kerja on time banyak lagi kerja yang disuruh buat. Huh!

Eh apa motif entri kali ini?

365 days

2010-08-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

It has been already 365 days...

after the day I told you that I want to be part of you..

It has been already 365 days...

since the day I told you that I love you

And after 365 days...

the feeling that I had for you now is even more than what I felt towards you last time..

the more time I spend with you, the more that I love you..

and my feelings for you are getting deeper and deeper..

Baby Girl, Nur Diyana Ahmad

Happy 1st Anniversary

All my love and my life is for you

I loved you yesterday, I love you today, I love you now..

And I am sure that I will love you tomorrow, the day after..

Forever and ever..

*My Lovely Baby with her naughty cat :D*

Curiosity, Stupidity and Insanity

2010-08-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

Another of my concern, last time I may not think about how I felt towards the problem but now I do feel disappointed about it. This is a serious case.

Little that I have realized, for the past few weeks there were a number of reports regarding the abandonment of immature and also mature infant. Did anyone read about it? If you do then good. Well came to think about it, last time this problem can be said to still under control and it is still small compared to the problems occur today. What I am talking about is the difference between two ages. The age of the millennium and also the age of the 90's.

What I am disappointed about is there was a series of newspaper front page title reporting the same issue in the same week. And guess what? Each of the report were mentioning about not 1, not 2 but 3 infants being thrown away by irresponsible parents. Woops! The word parents are too noble for those people who did all this crime. Those infants were thrown away by immature young immature couples who only knew how to have fun but they have no idea how to handle the consequences. What is wrong with the society nowadays?How low can we be when our country in developing economically and socially?

Not only that, the infants were thrown away in places that none of us want to be at. Sewerage pond, near the drain, in the dumpster. You can just name it! Can you really imagine how would we feel if our parents put us at those places mentioned earlier when we were young? And can you imagine the feeling of the immature young couple who are heartless enough to throw their ''product"? I love kids very much and i would love to have a children of my own one day. Seriously, even though I am a guy, but every guy have their own soft spot where they will be flattered to see the children of their own in their own arms. Just think about it,readers. Would dare or have the heart to actually throw away your own children in the dumpster, or sewerage pond?

Seriously, one have said that 'Curiosity kills the cat'. Thanks to what happened today, the quote can be changed to 'Curiosity kills the future generations'.

Quote

2010-08-12T12:56:00.002+08:00

Just got this from a friend

"Syaitan menangis apabila tersimpul ikatan pernikahan"

Nice. :D

3rd Party

2010-08-12T04:03:00.002+08:00

Being in a relationship requires commitments, passion and also trust. Without any one of the elements mentioned, the relationship will be damaged and soon be broken into not thousand but million pieces. A relationship chain that is broken due to the internal factor such as lost of interest, lost of spark, one side being too comfortable or any other factors, is a normal thing. At that time we will tell ourselves that the relationship is not destined to be ours and we should go on with out life and search for the one.

But the main reason I am writing at this hour is about the presence of the third party in a relationship. Would it be a mistake or fault made by the one involved in the relationship? Or maybe the third party was too determined to be in other people's relationship just to get what they want?

Let me put it this way. Being in a relationship, one should consider the relationship to be their most precious belongings after family. Yes it is true. Love is not a toy but love is something that someone should appreciate and they should do their utmost to make sure that the relationship stays forever.

What I am concern of right now is the fact that many of us out there just could not understand the fact that "the target" is not available or in other words taken by somebody else. Some time, we could see clearly that the person is already in a relationship but you still wants to be nice and polite to get to know that person. Where have all the respect gone? It is known that some of us out there still think "Oh! They are still JUST IN A RELATIONSHIP. They are not bonded or married yet. Even the married couple can be divorced after a while." Hello again people! Can't you just be happy for other people and respect their relationship? Or maybe you are just too blinded with what you want until you cannot think about other people's feeling when the sees intruders in their relationship?

I am so sorry, readers. But I am too disappointed with what had happened in the community.

Please do respect other people's belonging. In this term the belonging that I am referring to is the relationship. If you do respect other people's relationship, people will eventually respect the relationship that you will have in the future. What goes around comes around. And lastly, please do not even try to take away other people's happiness. It is not fair to destroy what other people have built for quite some time.

2010-08-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

There are times in our life where we do not have enough time for ourselves. I do really mean some time for ourselves to entertain and to pamper ourselves without giving any headache or burden to people around us. And there are also times where we keep on focusing in pampering ourselves and entertain ourselves until we have to neglect other people's need. Time management is very important to balance out everything.

There are a lot of commitments and also responsibilities that have been placed on our shoulder and we should take it all one at a time. For some people, they are able to perform all of it at one time or in other words, they are able to multi-task. I am not one of them eventhough I admit that I can multi-task things on my own.

This is the time of the year where I need to get my priority right. The weeks of tests, quizzes, exams and most importantly family commitments and attentions come into the picture. Few weeks ago I was busy preparing and shopping for the needs of my engagement arrangement. Now I have to go back to reality where I am still a student where my studies is my priority. Well of course, living as someone's fiance, my fiancee needs my time and attention. That I have never fail to provide.

Into the 7th week of the semester, everything comes knocking on my door. I need to ask them to queue up so that I could entertain them one by one.

Lastly, for you My Fiancee, my love will never ever stop flowing out from my heart into your life. And you will always have my time forever and ever. I loved you yesterday, I love you now and I will definitely love you till the end of time.

A Friend, A Love, A Life

2010-07-31T19:31:00.001+08:00

8 years ago, she was my best friend. A friend whom I talked to almost every night to share almost everything. We have never met but we talk frequently on the phone and sometimes we did accompany each other studying while in high school. 8 years ago both of us were in Form 5 and of course we were really busy preparing for our exam. But still, we spend some of our time to talk to each other almost every night. And sometimes a missed call would already be sufficient to make our day even brighter.

Then it came to the day where things go wrong and we had some misunderstanding. So we were parted to our own ways and we eventually lost contact between each other. No news, stories to tell, or even a miss call. All of it have gone.

Both of us went to pursue our dreams. A dream that has been told and shared before we were separated by the argument and the feeling of anger. Sometimes we do remember about a friend that has been with us for quite a while. A friend whom we talked to everyday. But that feeling just remain a mystery without any of us trying to find each other. Maybe with the current commitment of studies, work and also relationship we were both in have restricted us to make an effort to find the long lost old friend. Or should I say a long lost old best friend. I always consider her to be my best friend.

A tough time have been through. All the pain, the happiness, the broken heart, sadness, sorrow, laughter and everything that could be mentioned, we have been there in that place. We have been doing what a young person would do. We did enjoy our life and we did ended up making a tough but still a wrong decision. We have managed to learn a lesson about life and it changes some part of the way we were thinking right now. Learning by experience is always the best method of learning.

With the permission from Allah SWT, we met again in Facebook. I requested to be her friend and she accepted it. The approval went silence for a few days before one of us start the conversation. And it didn't end there. We were texting each other from there onwards but still no phone calls. Out of nowhere we were agreeing for a first date. How fast could that be?

After few dates, we actually expressed how we felt to each other and we decided to be a couple. Both of us have the same feeling towards each other and both of us need love from each other as well. Well, great minds think alike. Many things we have been through as a couple from a nosy neighbour to a never-moved-on-ex-boyfriend friend and many more. But we were still going strong and we love each other more and more every day.

Now things are getting better and we do understand and know each other well. We knew what both of us were up to and we knew what both of us were thinking. Like I said earlier, great minds think alike. After all the long discussion as well as a bit of family drama, we decided to move on to another level. A level that requires commitment, responsibility and sacrifices. A stage that requires understanding, tolerate and communicating.

I think we are about to complete the cycle. The cycle of life.

A friend, A Love, A Life.

She was my friend. She was my best friend. She was my girlfriend. And now she is my FIANCEE.

To Baby Girl, I will love you until the end of time. I love you so much, Baby :D

Great Weekend

2010-07-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

What a hectic and tiring weekend but still words cannot describe the satisfaction that has been achieved for this weekend. Should I say that it was a shopping weekend. My Baby and I bought a lot of things and we even went window shopping to acquire our next target. The month of Ramadan is coming in around 2 weeks time and all the stores are promoting their shops and boutiques for great deals as well as great bargain. Not to forget that the Malaysia's Mega Sale is starting soon so I think it is the greatest time for window shopping and take a look on our next shopping target. The shopping part is a necessity that we have to make the purchase, by hook or by crook.

The shoppings and also the preparations has been great and we are really happy with the progress. We are now counting days but still we have a lot of work to do in the next few days. Classes to attend as well as assignments and also other studies related work. The tasks that have been assigned to me have gone down one by one and now waiting for more tasks to come. It is just another responsibility for me as a student.

All I can say is that I am very satisfied with what has happened during the weekend. It will be the most memorable weekend for me and also to my Baby. It is surely a good weekend turns out to be a great and awesome weekend. What am i preparing for? Just what for the entry in a week time.

Mumble Jumble

2010-07-23T06:22:00.002+08:00

I am still awake until now just to spend all my sleeping time for a compilation of paper writing called Progress Report. How lame is that? I have to think, I have to compose and definitely I have to type all the words that I have been building for the past few hours using the keypad on my notebook keyboard. Do people call this hard work or is it just the same old people saying of last minute job?

Talking about last minute job, I have never failed myself to make a last minute work and it turns out to be as good as the one prepared earlier by other people. Well of course doing a last minute work, we need a lot of references from the past work. Some people call it plagiarism, some called it "Cut and Paste" or "Copy and Paste" but I want to call it "RESOURCING". Without resources, nothing can be done and nothing can turn out to be good.

After all the work that I have been through for the past week, I am glad I am nearing the end of my studies. I have been squeezing my brains out for the assignments, tests and quizzes for the past 5 years and now I am at the last stage already. Working will never be the same like right now while I am still studying. Do you think I am going to miss all this? Well maybe yes to some of it.

Got to have some nap. Night readers!

Busy

2010-07-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

There is so many things to do and to arrange and yet there is so little time for me to even attend all of them. But I couldn't let any of those things go because every single thing has their own purpose and importance. Attending them by prioritizing their importance and also their time limitations make things even easier to solve. Well that is what in my head right now.

Just can't wait for the time to come :D

Enough mumbling and time for work again

Bohemian Rhapsody

2010-07-18T23:50:00.001+08:00

BudakPanjang, payung sekali gig nanti buat macam dalam video clip boleh?

SPIRIT

2010-07-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

The writer seriously need some of the matter mentioned above so that he could actually have the strength to lay his hand on his own Final Year Project. Seriously he needs to produce some result so that he can put it in his Progress Report which is due next Friday.

Any suggestion? Maybe the writer needs to find his own time and space to actually make some progress on his project. He is in need of a result so badly right now!

Or maybe he will be a little more concern about his project when he realize that he is short of time to complete the whole project simulation? Seriously I don't know but I think he will have his self-conscious to actually lay both of his hands on the project this weekend.

Ok. I just need to write and whine about something. That is all about it.

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse

2010-07-13T00:41:00.002+08:00

Watching movies are always fun and also, should I say, ADDICTIVE! It is similar to have the first time experience of eating a great food, you will hunger for more and more and you will try your utmost to get it.

Some said that the Twilight saga are made for sissy and not meant for guys that are so called macho, good looking and whatsoever words they called it. Hey! This is entertainment and entertainment doesn't support sexism or any -ism that could be said. We have our right to watch what we want as long as we enjoy watching and listening to what we want as long as you do not bother about other people's private life. Ok enough babbling.

So it is my first time experience to watch a movie at the Gold Class. Some people might wonder why would we pay a movie ticket for RM60 per person when you can watch the same movie for a price of a range of RM10-RM15 at the normal cinema. Well the answer is simple. I am entertaining myself and I am telling you this, the atmosphere in the Gold Class cinema is superb! It is like you have the whole building being equipped with giant size screen, personal home theater system, self-reclining leather sofa, complimentary drink, head pillow, a really-comfy-satin duvet and being served as a VIP in the cinema. How's that sound for a RM60 ticket? Plus you don't have to go through a very irritating-yet-annoying long queue.

The movie that has been chosen for the Gold Class cinema visit this time was the sequel of the Twilight saga, Eclipse. Baby and I have followed the saga since we started dating and it has been decided that the Eclipse will be watched in the Gold Class (since we have some extra money for ourselves). It is very worth it and I think another visit to the Gold Class will be planned later.

Special thank you to you, Baby, for this great experience of blockbuster screening that I have never ever think before. And thank you Baby's great friend, Shazana Pear Sharil for being with us and our great experience. It was a great experience for you as well right?

RESTECP

2010-07-09T15:33:00.002+08:00

This is what Ali G has said in the British Parliament in his movie. He wants to spell respect but instead he spell it "R..E..S..T..E..C..P". But this is not what I wanted to point out in my entry this time around.

Some people wants respect and some people need respect from other people to make them feel good and there are some people who seeks for respect due to their family history. Ok fine whatever. My point is, if you really want to be respected by other people, you yourself must show or exhibit or give respect to other people. You cant gain any respect without giving any.

My point here are simple. Please do not ever think about yourself ONLY. I repeat. Please do not think about yourself ONLY. Think about what other people might feel and what other people might think. Do not be too proud of who your ancestors are. We should be proud and take a very good care of our family names especially when your ancestors is a someone. You are just carrying their name but not their fame. You have to create your own fame to your own name but please be careful not to bring shame to your name. From ending up in the Hall of Fame you might ended up in the Wall of Shame.

My last words. Please do respect other people feelings and opinion. They will eventually respect your feeling and also your opinion some day.

Nervous

2010-07-07T17:58:00.003+08:00

When something big is happening in your life, this feeling is a normal feeling which I guess everyone have been through before. And yes, I have been in this situation before especially few hours before the final examination paper, job interview as well as project presentations. But this time around the situation is different.

All the preparation are 60% towards completion and it is still a month away.

Oh god!!please help me to get through this situation safely.

Baby, I really love you :D

.R.E.S.U.M.E.

2010-06-22T18:48:00.002+08:00

Skills:

Able to work independently under pressure and minimal supervision
Dynamic team player and high sense of responsbility
Strong analytical thinking and interpersonal communication skills

Expected Salary : RM1500

Any takers?

Step and Phase

2010-06-20T23:03:00.004+08:00

A step has been taken. Waiting for another step and everything are going to be fine. Hoping for the next step to be as smooth as the first step. I am already half-nervous. Just need to let go another half of the nervousness. Pheww!!!

Well Brazil will kick off against Ivory Coast at 2.30 am and it will mark the first day of the last week of my industrial training.

Seriously. I don't want to go back to the days where I have to attend classes anymore eventhough I know that someday that I will miss all those moments going to class and hanging out with friends after every class.

Working and studying does have its own advantages and also disadvantages. But what's important now is that I have to move on to the next phase and will never have to look for the phase before. Never look back, ever!

Role Model

2010-06-16T13:54:00.001+08:00

Everyone have their own perception and also individuals that they look up upon as their role models. Several achievements made by these role models made them the object of obsession for his or her workers. This is because of the achievements made by them, they have been living in a better life. Most of us will look upon our father or anyone from our family to be their role model. Some might say "I want to be successful just like my father" or maybe "My grandfather has fought the communists and he has shot almost 100 communists during his service in the army" and what not. Some might look upon someone like the Prime Minister or for sportsmen they look upon the international sportsmen and try to be like them. Try to live their role models life may help in their effort in becoming just like their role model. This is what they said.

In the office, some might look up to their bosses to be their role model. Bosses knew how to work smart and knew when they are required to come to the office and do their work. Maybe they will just stay in the house and manage their work through voice calls or even video conference nowadays. Lets discuss how a boss usually work in our country's environment.

Bosses are late-comers to office. But when they are in the office, they do their work efficiently and they will try to finish their work before time. Their work may required their attention for only an hour or two. 5 hours max sometimes and then these bosses will go back home to their family. Yes they might have people to do their work but work are distributed evenly among the employee so everyone have the same amount of work depending on the area of interest or expertise. So the bosses and the employee job is just the same. But since he is the boss, he gets the compliment for the good job being done by the employee. That is not the main issue here.

So being me, I am looking up on my boss because I do want to be like him. Own a big car, big names and also a lot of contacts. From my observation, he always late to office and always go back home as early as lunch time and I have never seen him in the office after lunch hour. As an employee, I need to live like my boss in order for me to become like him one day. As a starting, I need to come late to office and make sure I'll be back home during lunch time. Most importantly, the work is done. Right?

Hahahahaha. Dream on!

Weekends

2010-06-14T10:59:00.002+08:00

Monday is a day where people kept whining and complaining about. Why? Because its a day where they have to go back to their daily work routine. Wake up in the morning, some breakfast with the loved ones or maybe peers, start the car engine, drive through the road and the most common thing to happen every day on the road which is the TRAFFIC JAM. If you are lucky enough, you will encounter arguments on accidents at the side of the road. Drama early in the morning. Ok enough with the Monday Blues complaints as I should go on writing about my great weekends.

Started off with a nice Saturday. Woke up in the afternoon only to realize there's nothing to eat for lunch while my mum and the sisters baking cupcakes in the kitchen. Suddenly I realized that I have to do something to fill my empty stomach. An offer has been made and everyone agreed. A call being made and half an hour later, a delivery arrived. The good guy from Pizza Hut came with his motorcycle and there comes our food in the box attached behind his motorcycle. Jump of joy and happiness. I think that was the only highlight of the day other than the arrival of my brother from Dubai. Got myself a piece of t-shirt with Asterix comic character on it which my brother bought it during his recent trip to Rome. Baby, we are going to Rome!! I don't care!!

Then there was another highlight of the day. Yes now I do remember. Before going to the story, let me entertain you with a short and brief description on the situation.

Poverty has been a long time friend to human. The economic growth has made the rich become richer and the poor become poorer. People tend to have the desire to earn more for their own need without sometimes or some people, never think about others who need it more than we do. The city has always been the main target location for people from the village or urban areas to find a new challenge and job but little that they know, they are more challenges and obstacles than what they can see in the television every day in the city. Some may survive but many has fallen or maybe forgotten. For certain people they could not care less about this matter but thank God there are some people who are concern about this situation. An invitation from my brother in law made me realized that I need to deliver something that some of us might forget. The program is called Food Run organized by a non-profitable organisation called Reach.org. Some of the member have packed foods in plastic bags and the plastic bags were placed in 3 cars. This plastic bags were then be distributed to the homeless around the KL area.

Seeing the homeless made me feel lucky for still having a family and also a home. Some of us may have been sleeping in the cold air coming from the air conditioning but the homeless rely on the weather to comfort themselves while they were sleeping. Maybe that was just a simple comparison. How about food? We may be able to buy our own food and comfortably having it on a dining table. But the homeless may not have that opportunity since they have to think about where to find food first before thinking about where to eat up the food. If they are lucky, they might get some food from the restaurant or any food stall on the owner's courtesy. And luck only comes once in a while. From stories heard, some of them may not have food for quite some time. I can see from their eyes how thankful they were when we handed them the plastic bags with foods in it. Their eyes and their voice. It is a very sad situation and I am glad to have helped to stuffed their empty stomach with foods that came with a glimpse of hope and survival. The Food Run was an enjoyable one and I am looking forward for another one.

And then. Seeing England struggle to only draw 1-1 with the USA dissapoints me. Then I came out with a phrase. Doesn't mean you have the best league in the world you have the best team in the world. Enough said.

On Sunday, my nephew's birthday party. Seeing her in her so called Princess dress carved smiles around our faces. She was walking around with hands waving and calling everyone "Your Majesty" really make my day. After the party, and also a change of clothes, my Baby and I went to a place called Fun Fair. It might sounded lame but I find it amusing and exciting experience. We had a great time at the Fun Park in Bukit Tinggi and I have managed to win some prizes for my beloved Baby. Yeay! It has been a while since the last time we had a great time in a ride park. One of the best attraction of the park was the look-a-like Tomahawk in Sunway Lagoon. It was a great first time experience for me. I felt dizzy after riding on that ride and yet I still feel dizzy until now. Despite the dizziness, I totally think the expereince at the Fun Park was full of excitement and a memorable one especially when I am with the coolest Baby on Earth. :D

I think that is all for the weekend. To Baby, I love you more and more everyday.

U.P.D.A.T.E.

2010-06-11T23:38:00.006+08:00

It has been a while since the last time I updated my blog. A lot of things happened and needed to be shared but the time has its limit. Few weeks back my house modem has been struck by the lightning which contribute to the reasons why I left my blog for a while. Now let the workload have some part in this blaming session where the workload have taken most of my time disallowing me to update the blog. How terrible can that be right? Ok now enough with the unnecessary blaming on things that are not that serious. Oh there is another thing. I have no idea what to write plus I am too lazy to write. :)

TV series have ended its current season namely Glee and How I Meet Your Mother. My Baby and I are now wondering what series to watch since both of the series mentioned are our favourite TV Series. Korean drama? Japanese drama? No,sir thank you. We may be a big fan of Japanese food or maybe Korean internet connection but we are nowhere near in favoring the thoughts of watching Korean or Japanese drama. No offense but we can't find any reason to fancy any of them. I used to watch a Korean drama last time but then that was it. There is no way I will be watching any of them anymore. I think we might watch the whole season of Glee and HIMYM all over again just to kill our time again. Sigh.

My industrial training will come to its end in another 2 weeks. Urgh! In 3 weeks time I will have to sit and listen to lectures again. Can I bring my laptop to the class and listen to my lectures interactively? I am so used to sit in front of the notebook with unlimited internet connections and do my research and also my work without any time limit and now I have to sit and bring my A4 papers to class and write using my hands? My fingers will be sore for a month before I manage to get use of the situation. Now I am really exaggerating.

What else to talk? Now I am running out of ideas. Till next time and also next updates.

Sukan

2010-05-16T21:18:00.004+08:00

Bersukan memang elok untuk menjaga kesihatan diri dan juga tubuh badan. Jika kita mengamalkan kehidupan yang sihat dan sentiasa bersukan pasti kurang risiko untuk dijangkiti penyakit. Itulah slogan yang sering digunakan dimana-mana. Mungkin betul apa yang mereka perkatakan.

Tetapi pelik ramai yang sudah bekerja mengeluh tiada masa untuk bersukan. Sibuk barangkali. Biasalah. Kerja sampai ke petang, bila hendak pulang terpaksa merempuh kesesakan jalan raya. Akhirnya sampai di rumah sudah lewat malam dan penat menghalang kita meneruskan niat untuk bersukan. Itu perkara biasa. Tidak pelik.

Ramai juga yang sering memperkatakan tentang hal pemakanan yang sihat boleh mengurangkan risiko menghidap penyakit yang merbahaya. Mungkin hanya dihidapi demam tetapi mereka tidak sedar mereka akan menghadapi penyakit poket kering kerana makanan yang sihat selalunya dijual dengan harga yang mahal. Adil atau tidak? Tepuk dada tanya medan selera.

Kembali kepada topik bersukan. Kecederaan di dalam bersukan tidak boleh dielakkan. Itu adalah lumrah dalam kehidupan bersukan. Ini berlaku kerana tidak cukup senaman regangan atau bahasa kampungnya warm-up. Warm-up itu penting ya kawan-kawan.

Tapi yang peliknya, bersukan di dalam game Wii Sport pun boleh cedera apa kejadahnya? Kan dah susah nak berjalan-jalan makan angin. Nasib baik tengok wayang ada tempat duduk. Dapat lah jugak tengok Nightmare on Elm Street.

P/S : Baby I Love You So Much

Work Work Work

2010-05-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

I am still in the office. Helping some of my colleagues preparing a project tender due for submission the next day. How terrible it is to receive a task when the office hour are ending in a few hours an the next minute you realize that you have to spend a night in the office.

The only thing that keeps me going is the thought of you inside my head. Only GOD knows how much I miss you,baby.

:(

Addiction

2010-04-30T11:54:00.004+08:00

For the past few days, I've been trying not to consume any caffeine since I SERIOUSLY think it is the caffeine that makes my stomach feels bloated with all the angin. It really annoys me when I have to get through that kind of situation every day. So I forced myself not to take any coffee or maybe a sip of a drink with mixture of Nescafe and Milo(Neslo for short).

But there was a problem. I just can't do my work. I feel tired and sleepy the whole day and I can't even look to the monitor of my laptop because the only thing that I am thinking was the bed, the pillow and also the comfortable blanket plus the slow breeze of air conditioning.

Enough experiments on the caffeine consumption. I am officially announcing my latest addiction. Coffee. But it has been a while since the last time me and My Baby had a cup of Caramel Frappucino in Starbucks Coffee. In around half an hour I am having a lunch date with my Baby. I am thinking of buying a Caramel Frappucino later. Urgh!! Coffee!! How can I resist you???

Maybe I need to start taking Vitamin D instead every morning.

Too Friendly or Too Informative?

2010-04-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we tend to talk a lot especially when we are in a group. For some people, they prefer to hear rather than participate in the discussion. Some people talk too much until they even tell unnecessary things or say something that will make things awkward within the group. Didn't they actually think before they say anything? Or its just they are like that so we have to just bear with people like this?

So when we are with this kind of people, are they being too friendly or being too informative?

Thank God It's Friday :D

2010-04-23T21:48:00.003+08:00

Finally. It is FRIDAY. The most anticipated day of the week. Today mark the 3rd week of my industrial training and I just got back home from work. Basically I had some discussion on religious issue with my supervisor and also one of my manager. At least I have some input for the day rather than gain nothing. It was a busy week with meetings and also assisting the preparation of the project proposal and this and also that. Then I don't have enough time for myself to actually research and read any stuff about my work to gain some knowledge about the business.

Well it was a great week I guess. Lots of good and bad things happened few days ago. And I'm glad that we still made it through. Just another tough week but another 9 weeks of training that I have to go through. A lot of discussion session this week. I mean like almost everyday I do have a discussion session with my bosses, colleagues and not to forget my sweetheart, Denna Ahmad. Topics of the discussion varies depending on the personnel involved in that session.

No plans for the weekend so I guess I'll just stay at home and enjoy the comfy of my pillow and also the mattress. Or maybe going to Muar with my sweetheart family another good idea since the last time I went there during the Hari Raya last year? Hmmm. What is it going to be?

Good Weather Bad Weather

2010-04-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

Saturday. A day full of activities arranged by colleagues and friends. That's what working people always said. It is either they have plans with their friends or they will just stay at home and spend some quality time with the family after 5 hectic working days. Even as an intern, I still think that Saturday is a good time for any activities especially with the loved ones.

I had a rugby match in the university earlier today and the presence of my special one makes it even better. It was a fine day when suddenly on the 18th minutes of the first half the game was called off due to bad weather. Weather are so unpredictable nowadays. A minute you can see the sun shining brightly and a minute later you have to find a shelter from the heavy rain. Alhamdulillah it was raining. At least I don't have to complaint about the hot weather and start blaming other people who contributed to the global warming.

Earlier, we bought a ticket for a movie at GSC Signature. It is like our weekly routine already. We have watched over 20 movies together and we are still counting. We have promised ourselves not to miss any blockbuster movie in the future and so far, we are doing it brilliantly. The movie of the day was "When In Rome". At the start of the movie, I was already being amazed with the scenery of the city of Rome and I have promised myself to bring my baby to Rome someday. Baby, maybe I didn't tell you about it, but I do want to bring you to Rome someday. The rate of the movie? It was a great romantic comedy movie. I am giving it a 4 out of 5 star rating. No wonder it has surpassed "Clash of the Titans" ranking. You guys should spend some time watching When in Rome.

And Baby, sorry if the day doesn't turn out well. I know you wish to watch me playing rugby but the weather has been jealous to us for few occassions already. Just hope that next time he won't be so jealous about it anymore. I love you so much,Baby :D

I am forcing myself to write this

2010-04-17T04:08:00.003+08:00

Work has been cruel towards me. They gave me no time at all to do anything. Even to update my own blog! I have to wake up as early as 7 in the morning since I have to be at the office by 9. Working hours is 9 to 6. But I am doing my industrial training in a sub-contractor company so there are massive workload available for everyone. Without fail I have to stay at the office until 7 before packing my laptop and my other stuff into the bag before another long journey home. I have to drive almost 80 kilometers every single day from my house to the workplace and back to my house. Can you imagine how tired I'll be once I reach home?

Well I think I need to spend some time to at least to update my beloved blog. But truthfully, I am starting to like the working life. But I always tell myself that it is still a long way to go and we always wonder what will happen in the future. As a conclusion, my two weeks as a TRAINEE FIELD ENGINEER is a blast!!! Many that I have learned and yet there are many more to learn. Oil and Gas is a big and heavy industry. Heavy industry comes with heavy workload and also heavy responsbility.

Ok enough with the bla bla

Who Am I?

2010-04-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

I AM MAXIMUS MERIDAS, GENERAL OF THE FELIX REGIMENT OF THE ROMAN ARMY AND SERVANT TO THE EMPEROR MARCUS AURELIUS! I AM FATHER TO A MURDERED SON AND HUSBAND TO A MURDERED WIFE AND LANDLORD TO A MURDERED WORLD -- AND I WILL HAVE VENGEANCE!

Formula 1

2010-04-03T23:59:00.006+08:00

Call me sooo-yesterday or you may call me outdated but I don't care. It is the experience that matters, not the frequency of attending or maybe when was your last visit. The most anticipated event of the year has come again and my sweetheart and I won't missed the opportunity given. Yeah! We have been to the latest edition of the Formula 1 Malaysian Grand Prix 2010. Thank you so much for the grandstand ticket given by my baby's parents. First time experience never failed to amaze anyone or even make someone's day even better. I practically had some problem twisting and pushing the ear plug into my ear lobe. What do you expect? It is my first time experience. With the guidance of my lovely baby, I manage to push it and placed it where it belong and managed to enjoy the show. Biggest turn off of the day was the failure of both of the Scuderia Ferrari Team driver, Fernando Alonso and also Felipe Massa, to even qualify for the 2nd Qualifying Round. And there were some problem occured in the McLaren Mercedes machine which prevented them from racing into the next round of the qualifying (I will never ever write or talk anything about Lewis Hamilton).

White sleeveless, a pair of sneakers and also a sunnies accompanied our day even rain started to fall halfway through the qualifying session. Rain doesn't stop us from having a good experience and also a good show. Thank you again, Baby. I love you so much.

Here are some pictures taken by us at the Sepang Circuit :)

Here I am at the Sepang Circuit!!!

My Baby and I at the Sepang Circuit entrance :)

With LG Formula 1 car

We are one of the lucky one to get the F1 ticket :p

The End

2010-04-02T19:36:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Everything went well today. Eventhough I woke up at 8.50am in the morning for the 9am exam. I had some box hunting to keep my stuff from the room. I need to clear off my stuff from my apartment since I will not be staying in UNITEN during my industrial training period. Goodbye UNITEN for the next 3 months. I'll be seeing you again in July, insya-Allah.

My stuff are now in the box and bags. Notice the letter 's' at the back of the word 'bag'. Yes I am moving back into my house. The best thing about being home is that you don't have to worry too much about where and when to get food. It will be serve once the time has come. Great isn't it? The advantage of staying with our parents never failed to let us make some future savings.

I need to go off the laptop for now. Tonnes of bags and boxes need to be place in the car. Thank God for giving a thoughts to the contractor of this apartment to provide an elevator for our convenience. Need no more stairs :D

Last Day of the Semester

2010-04-01T21:14:00.004+08:00

Firstly, I would like to let everyone know that I am no more updating my blog using my desktop computer. Million of thanks to My Baby for the perfect advance birthday present. Thank you again, Baby. You knew how much I love it right? So folks, this is my first post using my Dell Inspiron 1464 powered by Intel Core i5-430M chipset.

In less than 12 hours I will be seating for my last examination. Not for good. But for this semester. Its Technical Communications and it is kind of a laid back subject. I need to write a lot of letters and memos to answer the question which explains why I am updating my post in ENGLISH. Wish me luck then :D

Enough of studies. I will be in Kelana Jaya until the end of June for Industrial Training. In other words, I will be doing my practical training in Kelana Jaya. It is not a big company but I guess the experience that matters, not the company. It is an oil and gas construction company. I am hoping for a good working experience during the training period.

Just got back from having my dinner with my Baby. She came and accompanied me for the day in the library. She was reading her magazine while I'm reading my textbook. She has always been a good companion to me during my busiest day. Thank you for your time today, Sweetheart. I LOVE YOU.

Kehidupan Di Dalam Tin Biskut

2010-03-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

Keserabutan melanda. Kekusutan menyelubungi. Ketakutan menular di dalam diri. Setiap bahagian di badan menggeletar. Ape kes? Sungguh menjengkelkan perasaan ini.

Yang kini bermain dalam otak hanya depreciation, MARR, internal rate return dan pelbagai lagi jargon yang berkaitan dengan Engineering Economics.

Hanya tinggal beberapa jam sebelum 1st paper gua sebagai seorang pelajar tahun akhir. Yesszaa!! Wish me luck! Kalau bermurah hati, hantar beberapa kotak Wismilak kepada gua.

Sekian terima kasih

Err...

2010-03-17T03:21:00.003+08:00

It is something that we never like. But it is something that we have to go through with especially if you still carry the title as a STUDENT. This is the part of a student's life that I hate the most. Hope it will end as soon as possible.

But when I think about it again, I will definitely miss this moment. Where friends gather around and start to revise subjects together as a group. And how people stay up at night to prepare for FINAL EXAMINATIONS.

A friend has told me before, cherish the golden moment before it pass by. Well I think right now I need to cherish this moment before my graduation. Of course, I need companion from my other half, Denna Ahmad.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all my fellow friends a very good luck in preparing for your examinations. May the best be with you and may your hard work pays off later :D

OK and Very Good

2010-03-13T17:15:00.004+08:00

Are the words that made my day. First i said OK at an internship interview and secondly i got a good response from the chairperson and also the examiner for my Project presentation. Things are getting even better now. Like i have mentioned in my previous entries in this blog, hoping for a better year in 2010..well,2010 have came up to be a great year, not only for me, but even for my other half, Denna Ahmad.

The first quarter of the year has been great. Hope for another great things to happen in the next quarter and the one after.

P/S:thank you for all your support, Baby..

=)

2010-03-04T13:12:00.001+08:00

I wanna marry you because you're the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight.
Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them.
But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do.

;;)

Setinggi helang terbang, kalau jatuh ke tanah, sakit juga

2010-03-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

Seperti kapal terbang juga. Dan burung gagak.

Semakin seronok semakin tinggi terbang.

Tapi tidak sedar tentang kesilapan diri sendiri.

Hanya nampak tentang orang lain.

Tetapi buta dan tuli terhadap diri sendiri.

Kenapa perlu prejudis?

Tidak sanggup melepaskan kesenangan diri sendiri barangkali.

Itu yang sering berlaku.

Tepat pada masanya.

Selepas melakukan bacaan di blog seorang kawan.

Gua suka. Amat suka.

"Jihad terbesar adalah jihad terhadap diri sendiri"

Sokongan seratus persen. Tiada kompromi.

Ini bukan plagiarism. Hanya quote.

Great!

2010-02-28T15:14:00.003+08:00

What a great weekend I had. Many things happened and many things were said throughout the day. After all it was a joyful weekend with a lot of smiles and laughter. Something happened on Friday but I think that is the thing that makes the weekend perfect. On Friday, Denna and myself attended a friend's wedding in Felda Villa. We have decided to wear the same colour, which is purple, for the wedding since earlier of the week and we don't have any idea the theme colour of the wedding is purple and pink as well. What a coincidence! The same thing happened during a friend of Denna's wedding the other day. The food was good and the crowd was good as well. Manage to meet some old friends during the wedding and we ended the wedding visit with a photo taken with the bride and the groom. Last but not least. One of the highlight of the week. Everyone was asking how i managed to lose my weight. And some of them said that they even cuoldn't recognized me at all as I looked different compared to last time. All the credits to Baby Denna for taking such a good care of me :D

Next after the wedding, with our wedding-attending attire, we went straight to The Curve to catch a movie. Had some good 'movies' in the parking lot as a Chinese guy was called an asshole by a Mat Salleh guy. Obviously it is the Chinese guy fault. He couldn't even wait for some time or even gave the woman driver a space to get out of her parking lot. Then I had a good conversation with my senior while lining up for the ticket counter. While waiting for the movie, we went down to grab some ice cream and took some pictures of us. :D. Oh ya. Before i forgot. We decided to watch Up In The Air. It was a good movie though since it does gave us some advice about life and also love. About having commitments in our life.

On Saturday I went to watch a rugby match involving my university. Well I was shocked with the result as the team that we are up against with yesterday was an experienced team. And most of our players are first timers. I guess that is the effect of coming down to training before the match and also commitment from the players. And Baby Bunny is having a good time working during the weekend for the Batik Fair launching.

So I guess that is all for now. Hoping for another great week ahead. Lastly. Baby I love you~

Seronok

2010-02-24T01:54:00.002+08:00

Tengok member bahagia. Tiada tekanan belajar. Hari-hari bergelak ketawa. Gua? Banyak kerja dan sudah kehilangan banyak air di dalam badan. Tiada kaitan bukan?

Ini semua Final Year Project punya pasal. Huh!

Penat.

Merindui Denna Ahmad
Saya sayang awak sangat2 :D

Uik?

2010-02-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

OK. Gua kini berada di langit biru. Menuju ke pulau Hong Kong. Mari mencari Edison Chen. Gambar-gambar kontroversi anda saya mahu.

Sekembali dari gym

2010-02-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

Berat badan masih sama. Tiada perubahan.

Salah

2010-02-10T00:10:00.003+08:00

Sebagai manusia kita selalu membantu rakan-rakan. Tanpa mengira bangsa, kedudukan, darjat dan juga warna kulit. Di atas nama kawan, kita pasti akan membantu kerana jika dalam kesusahan, keluarga tiada yang berdekatan untuk membantu, kawan-kawan juga yang menjadi sandaran.

Tapi ini sering berlaku. Seorang kawan membantu rakannya dengan penuh keikhlasan. Tanpa mengharapkan balasan ataupun pertolongan. Hanya mahukan nilai persahabatan yang sejati. mahukan teman di ketika memerlukan. Rakan yang boleh membantu menyelesaikan permasalahan. Rakan untuk berkongsi masalah samada peribadi ataupun masalah umum.

Dengan satu kesilapan, segala kebaikan dilupakan. Disebabkan kesalahan tersebut, perasaan dendam ditanam di lubuk hati. Kawan yang dulunya rapat kini dijadikan musuh. Lebih teruk lagi dilayan seperti tidak pernah dikenali. Dimanakah keadilan? Atau sememangnya di dalam dunia ini tidak pernah wujud keadilan? Adakah keadilan hanya wujud di dalam kamus? Di dalam cerita-cerita penyiasatan? Ataupun di dalam drama-drama?

Renungkanlah.

Kesan

2010-02-09T05:14:00.004+08:00

Bila berada di atas, kita sebagai manusia sentiasa lupa bahawa hidup ini umpama roda. Sebentar kita di atas. Kejap lagi mungkin kita di bawah. Itu hakikat kehidupan.

Pernah dengar tentang nasihat-nasihat yang seringkali disebut oleh orang-orang yang lebih tua?
Biar orang buat kita, jangan sampai kita yang buat orang. Bukan mereka sengaja reka ungkapan tersebut. Tetapi itu yang sering berlaku. Bila berlaku sesuatu, pasti ramai yang ingin membalas dendam. Itu sudah biasa.

Anak-anak muda memperlekehkan apa yang dikatakan oleh orang tua. Benda-benda yang buruk masih belum kena di batang hidung mereka. Pernah mereka fikir tentang kesan yang akan berlaku di kemudian hari? Mungkin mereka sedar. Darah muda yang masih panas mengalir menjadi penghalang kepada segalanya. Fikir tentang perasaan marah dan dendam.

Hidup umpama roda. Hari ini kita senang. Hari esok kita tidak tahu apa yang akan berlaku. Jasa yang baik dikenang, jasa yang buruk dibuang.

Jangan disalahkan orang lain sekiranya suatu hari nanti kesusahan menimpa dan tiada siapa yang membantu. Bukan niat ingin menakutkan. Tetapi sekadar peringatan.

Orang Gila

2010-02-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

Contained in my cotton crib
Where I feel no turbulence
The ocean sleeps upon a shelf
And it feeds my apathy

But I can feel it in the night
Like rain upon my skin
Inside a winter
Would you begin to splinter
If I decide to recognize my thorns

Cause every time I see your face in a cloud
I feel no violence
So tilt the water
Till it turns me around
To my own asylum

Dry in the day
And fading away in the night

I feel the sun before it's light
And it fades away into the night
I was afraid; I'd feed myself
I cleared the shelf
And killed the shame

But I can feel it in the night
Collect the rocks
And throw them over borders
To shake the muddy waters
And clear myself
From hiding every thorn

Cause every time I see your face in a cloud
I feel no violence
So tilt the water
Till it turns me around
To my own asylum
Dry in the day
And fading away.........

And we grow
From a garden where all that we know
You're just a fool for him.

Cause every time I see your face in a cloud
I feel no violence
So tilt the water
Till it turns me around
To my own asylum

Dry in the day and fading away
Dry in the day and fading away
Dry in the day and fading away
................in the night.

Fabulous

2010-02-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

Isn't it wonderful to have someone who loves you for who you really are and let you be yourself?

Time goes by and things are getting better each day.

Isn't it wonderful?

=)

Indah~

2010-02-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

Bekerja memang amat menjengkelkan. Biasalah. Kerja ikut jam. Kerja yang diberi tidak setimpal dengan gaji yang ditawarkan. Kemerosotan ekonomi katanya. Tapi itulah lumrah hidup. Membuat kerja yang tidak disukai tetapi dapat apa yang diinginkan iaitu gaji untuk dibuat belanja makan dan minum.

Mesti ingat zaman belajar bukan? Kerja masih lagi banyak dan banyak dateline yang dikejar. Semua tenaga pengajar berebut-rebut hendak memberi kerja kepada student. Memberi pendedahan kepada pelajar demi masa hadapan. Katanya. Entah betul entah tidak. Tapi ketika belajar, buat kerja separuh maut tapi yang dapat hanyalah gred. Tiada bayaran terhadap kerja yang dilakukan.

Perbezaan? Ketika bekerja banyak tanggungan. Gaji yang dapat kadangkala tidak mencukupi. Belanja sana sini. Memanglah tidak cukup. Ketika belajar yang tidak ada tanggungan tak nak pulak lu orang menyimpan duit. Huh! Asal ada duit sikit mula nak fikir pergi bercuti. Rombongan ke pulau dan bermacam-macam lagi tempat.

Tapi indah bukan? Ketika bekerja ada duit tapi tiada masa untuk bercuti. Kesimpulannya waktu belajar memang waktu yang indah. Kan?

Happy

2010-01-26T23:54:00.005+08:00

There are a lot of people out there who always say words like "I'm happy" or "I'm delightful with my life". Guess what? I am not falling for anything like that. There's something hidden in their words that shows everyone how they really feel.

This is what my Baby and I have discovered after reading some materials written by our friends. This is part of the analysis and it is all based on the knowledge of women and also men.

When people always say "I'm happy" or "I'm blessed being single" whatsoever, for a thousand times maybe, the only thing that they really mean is that they are not happy with their life. They are actually whining and complaining about how incomplete their life is. How they crave for a better and happier life rather than the one they are living in right now.

But amazingly, when people are really happy, they will NEVER say words like I'm happy repetitively in their sentences or their words. What they always do is that they will share their fantastic life experiences without mentioning words like HAPPY in their sentences. Besides NOT acting as if they are happy, they are actually telling you how great their life is as it is the reality.

Unbelievable? Believe it :D

P/S : making YOU happy makes my life even brighter:D

1 2 3 4

2010-01-24T00:08:00.001+08:00

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
I LOVE YOU~
There's only one way to say
Those three words and thats's what I'll do
I LOVE YOU~

Avatar : Terbaik atau Terberak?

2010-01-16T04:53:00.002+08:00

Siapa setuju cerita Avatar itu mengagumkan? Gua sudah menonton cerita tersebut pada suatu ketika dahulu. Pada pendapat gua, cerita Avatar tiada tandingan dari segi graphic dan face expression. Sedang gua mem-browse Facebook, gua terjumpa satu link yang agak menarik minat gua untuk membaca dengan lebih lanjut. Untuk keterangan lanjut, sila klik sini.

Jadi gua pelik. Avatar kalau di pawagam ramai yang mengatakan tentang kehebatannya. Malah ramai juga yang suggest pada gua atau ajak gua tengok untuk kali kedua. Mungkin ini pengalaman kali pertama buat mereka. Ada juga yang menyatakan kegembiraan melihat cerita Avatar secara 3D. Lebih teruja dengan teknologi 3D daripada jalan cerita itu sendiri. Entah.

6 Days

2010-01-14T02:08:00.003+08:00

A thousand miles away but still an inch closer every day in the heart.
Take a very good care of yourself,baby.
I am going to miss you so much while you are away~
And I will always love you.
Forever and ever

Love,
arres™ :D

2010-01-12T02:08:00.001+08:00

Semi Final Match Organizer Cup 2010
AS Roma vs Electrico Futebol Clube
Bunyi macam grand giler kan?
Nak buat cemane?
Team gua memang grand pun. Go Roma Go!!

Internet

2010-01-07T01:20:00.005+08:00

Negara Malaysia tengah dalam perancangan membina stesen janakuasa elektrik yang menggunakan nuklear sebagai bahan api. Kalau selama ini Malaysia hanya menggunakan gas asli dan juga arang batu sebagai sumber utama pembakaran. Bukan menggunakan orang asli sebagai bahan bakar ye adik-adik. Juga bukan batu api.

Kalau dilihat dari segi statistik, negara Korea mempunyai sistem internet yang paling bagus dan efisyen di dalam dunia. Menurut katanya. Setakat download cerita-cerita blockbuster dan juga filem Ghost Buster termasuklah Inglourious Basterds. Bukan makan hari, tapi mengambil masa hanya beberapa jam ataupun beberapa puluh minit sahaja. Bastard bukan? Jeles tak? Video streaming tidak perlu disebut di sini kerana orang macam dia memang suka melayari website yang tidak senonoh. Sungguh kotor orang itu.

Statistik juga menunjukkan bahawa negara Korea mempunyai hampir 10 stesen janakuasa elektrik nuklear. Malaysia baru dalam perancangan nak bina sebuah stesen janakuasa elektrik nuklear. Itu pun tempoh pembinaan bakal siap dalam tahun 2025. Kiranya masa you all semua dah ada anak bini. Baguslah. Sudah tidak perlu pening fikirkan tentang bil elektrik yang kian hari kian melambung bagaikan beruk melompat di atas pokok.

Persoalan di sini, mungkinkah sistem internet di Malaysia boleh setanding dengan sistem internet di Korea sekiranya nanti Malaysia sudah ada stesen janakuasa elektrik nuklear pada tahun 2025?

2010-01-04T03:33:00.003+08:00

Start of something new? This is not what i expected!

ZOIO

2010-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

A lot of things happened in 2009. The good, the bad, the smile and laughter, the tears, heartbroken and all sort of things. That is just another chapter of my life. At last another year have passed by and I am thankful that I am given another year(maybe) to live and be happy.

Gain and lose is what happened in 2009. I do lost a good friend, i do lost almost anything in my life. But the most important thing that I have found in 2009 is my old best friend. A friend that I used to talk to every night. A friend that I used to tell everything whenever I am not feeling good or maybe talk about almost anything when I can't sleep. Those things still exist and we're still doing it even after being apart for almost 8 years (2002-2009). Such a long time huh?

Thank you everyone for everything that all you have done either it is directly or indirectly. Thank you for all my friends who are always behind my back. Thanks to all who have given me the will to drive forward in my studies even though I'm already too old to be a student. I wish I could list down all the names but I'm afraid that I'll miss out any names. Just a million thanks to everyone who knew me, involve in my problems or anything. Wish there are other words than just a thanks that I could say.

An old ship has just ended its long voyage. Now it's time to take another ship for another voyage. Hope 2010 bring us more happiness, prosperity and also good fortune. Happy New Year 2010 everyone!! :D

Dear Denna Ahmad,
Happy New Year 2010. New Year. New Book. New Life. New Fortune. Same Old Goal. Happiness Awaits Us In 2010. More Obstacle To Come But As Long Our LOVE Goes Strong, We Will Be Together To Face EVERYTHING. I Love You With All My Heart. Thank You So Much For The Lights Of Happiness.

Baju

2009-12-25T16:08:00.002+08:00

Gua dapat banyak invitation untuk menghadiri upacara perkahwinan. Biasalah time cuti sekolah mesti ramai yang nak berkahwin. Dah jadi requirement agaknya. Kalau nak kahwin mesti kena tunggu cuti sekolah. Mesti malam pertama kurang menarik sebab kanak-kanak bercuti dan mak bapak bagi lesen nak tidur lambat. Esok takde kelas kata mereka.

Tapi kalau satu hari ada sampai 4 invitation pergi kenduri kahwin, dan semua sekali buat makan sedap, diikuti dengan nafsu makan gua yang makin hari makin naik. Macam mana gua nak stay pakai baju-baju slim fit yang gua dah beli selama ni?

Project

2009-12-23T20:56:00.003+08:00

Bila bercakap tentang project, macam-macam yang orang boleh fikir. Ada yang fikir tentang semua benda yang elok dan juga berguna terhadap masyarakat. Dan ada juga yang berfikir kurang waras, kotor, tidak senonoh dan juga benda yang boleh menjadikan seseorang itu dipandang serong, sipi, potong tepi oleh masyarakat. Biasalah. Adat manusia.

Tapi yang gua nak cerita untuk entry kali ini adalah tentang Final Year Project. Anda tidak faham? Buat-buat faham sudah.

Ok begini. Kalau gua nak graduate, gua kena buat thesis report. Kalau gua nak buat thesis report, gua kena buat project. Title boleh pilih ikut suka hati lu orang. Lu nak buat mesin menuai padi pun boleh. Ikut lu orang lah. Hak masing-masing.

Tapi gua tak paham. Kalau dah pihak universiti yang suruh student pilih project title, kenapa student kena hantar proposal lagi untuk title tersebut? Pelik.

Flying Again~

2009-12-20T21:13:00.004+08:00

As expected, my Baby is going for her first flight after a very long break. But this time she's already the permanent crew which now she could enjoy several privileges compared to being the contract crew. Her first flight as a permanent crew is to Shanghai, China.

Already missing you. But you have to go. Duty calls.

Can't wait to see you again soon. Take care of yourself. I LOVE YOU~

Respect

2009-12-18T02:46:00.004+08:00

Apa perasaan lu orang kalau ada orang yang tak puas hati dengan apa yang lu dah dapat? Lu dah cakap tak boleh tapi still cuba nak merampas rezeki lu? What comes around goes around. What you give you get back. Cuba lu letak diri lu dalam situasi gua sekarang. Apa yang lu akan rasa? Gua sanggup terjun bangunan kalau lu cakap lu akan cool dan takkan marah.

Tolonglah respect sikit orang lain. Gua bukan tak nak respect lu. Tapi lu sendiri yang tak reti bahasa. Lu sendiri yang buat-buat pekak. Lu tak fikir orang lain, lu fikir nak senang diri lu je.

Blood

2009-12-16T07:12:00.000+08:00

Apabila bercerita tentang kawan, banyak yang boleh kita kategorikan. Antara kategori yang popular adalah seperti berikut

1) Jantina
2) Umur
3) Bangsa
4) Agama
5) Ketinggian

Abaikan kategori yang terakhir. Tiada kena mengena. Kawan pula ada berbagai jenis. Ada yang karib, ada yang sekadar kenal sebab pernah berjumpa dan ada juga jenis kawan yang kita mungkin berpura-pura baik tapi sebenarnya dalam hati menyumpah tak tentu pasal.

Kawan baik atau best friend selalunya datang dari jantina yang sama. Itu dulu. Zaman pahlawan Melayu Melaka dahulu. Sekarang zaman Ben 10. Kawan baik ada yang berlainan jantina. Lelaki berkawan baik dengan perempuan dan juga sebaliknya. Tapi kalau blood, itu lain tidak dikira sebagai kawan baik. That is way much higher than a best friend. Selalunya tidak datang dalam jantina yang berlainan. Hanya lelaki dan lelaki atau perempuan dan perempuan.

Bila berkawan, semua benda kalau boleh nk share. Kalau boleh pasal apa yang mak lu orang masak dekat rumah pun nak SMS bagitau. Ikut suka korang lah. Tapi kadangkala tidak semua benda boleh diberitahu. Lelaki dan perempuan ada perbezaannya. Lelaki boleh nak bagitau kat kawan@member baik tentang semua hal yang berlaku termasuklah yang berunsurkan peribadi. Tetapi tidak banyak perempuan yang share pasal hal peribadi mereka dengan kawan baik yang berjantina lelaki. Gua bukan cakap semua, gua cakap kurang. Perempuan ada sifat malu. Mungkin. Blood? Semua benda diorang share. Kalau boleh boxer pun diorang share ownership. Tapi bukan boxer yang terpakai.

Itulah dia. Tidak semua benda boleh dicerita. Kadang-kadang apa yang kita nak cerita bukan orang lain nak dengar pun. Exception untuk blood. Kalau dah blood tue, memang korang akan dengar permasalahan berbangkit.

Betul tak? Betul bukan?

C.I.N.T.A

2009-12-15T06:40:00.004+08:00

Semua orang bercinta. Lelaki dan perempuan. Kalau lelaki dan lelaki, sumpah kalau jumpa terus tepuk kepala mereka sekuat hati. Dan ada juga yang bercinta dengan OBJEK. Semua orang ada pendapat yang berbeza tentang semua hal yang berlaku. Dan semua orang pasti akan berkata "Mungkin betul jugak apa yang orang itu katakan". Maybe? Ikut suka hati korang lah.

Terlintas di hadapan mata kepala gua. Mestilah mata kepala gua dan pastinya bukan mata kepala lu orang semua. Kenapa kalau sudah bercinta atau sudah komited terhadap perhubungan, seseorang itu tidak perlu menjaga kecantikan masing-masing. Dari segi pakaian, ada yang selekeh bila keluar dengan kekasih@isteri@skandal dan lain-lain lagi. Ada juga yang mengalami penambahan berat badan yang mendadak. Perbezaan di dalam range 10kg di antara masa sebelum dan selepas bercinta. Sudah happy. Katanya. Tidak kurang juga yang tidak lagi mementingkan penampilan di khalayak ramai ketika sudah bercinta. Sudah berpunya kenapa mahu melawa lagi? Katanya dengan penuh yakin sambil tersenyum lebar. Bila sudah tidak bercinta, baru mahu sibuk melawakan diri. Huh? Ikut suka hati korang lah.

Penampilan harus dijaga. Sebelum, ketika dan selepas bercinta atau berkahwin. Memanglah kalau sudah berpunya tak payah nak melawa untuk memikat orang lain. Tapi apa pula kata orang lain yang mengenali korang semua? Apa yang diorang akan cakap kalau nampak lu orang semua berpakaian tidak senonoh ketika bersama pasangan masing-masing atau sudah mengalami perubahan dari segi bentuk badan yang dahulunya seperti seorang atlet jagoan renang berirama?

Fikirlah. Penampilan lu orang tu untuk orang lain atau untuk diri lu orang sendiri? Kan seronok kalau nampak semua orang hensem, cantik, bergaya, anggun, tampan, kacak sentiasa. Maka hilanglah bau hapak di seluruh pelosok negeri. Huh? Tiada kaitan.

P/S : ..and still counting :)

Love You Till The End

2009-12-14T21:29:00.001+08:00

Only for someone who I love so much
:)

Bad Bad Bad

2009-12-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

Its my bad mouth again that got us into a fight. Its me who doesnt really know how to joke. I am so sorry,baby. Maybe I should use my brain rather than use my feelings when it comes to talking and joking. And I have to treat differently between friends and also my loved ones.

I AM SO SORRY,BABY...

:((

The Day

2009-12-12T01:42:00.003+08:00

As usual. Being me. I woke up late than what was planned on the phone. BIG turn off of the day I guess. I planned to bring Baby to Petrosains KLCC since last week. So today is the day. Maybe its too old for us to go to such a place but since she never visited Petrosains before, its me, her boyfriend's responsbility to bring her to that place. It opened around 9.30 am but I arrived at her house at 10 am. After a long drive we finally arrived in KLCC. Its already 11 am but I think that the line will not be long. Time is running out since Baby have a photoshoot in Phileo Damansara after Friday Prayer. Arrived in Petrosains, this nice lady told us that the ticket is for the 1.30 pm entry. So another plan ruined. Maybe next time. She said. But I knew she's dissapointed.

Seriously I have no idea where to go after the plan is cancelled. So we started walking around the KLCC for a while. I still have to go for my Friday Prayer later. We tried our luck in KL Tower. Unfortunately there's nothing interesting to see there. I'm already in big trouble. Don't want to do the same ol' thing over and over again. So we went to Bangsar Village. I asked her to go for a walk while I'm praying. Have to do what is being told to do. Then we had our lunch at Delicious. Had a good lunch of cheeseburger, mushroom sandwich and also the signature art of Delicious which is the Brownie Ice Cream. Yummy!

Then we went for the photoshoot. She had some pictures taken in the studio and some application form filled. Went for a movie in The Curve. Watched another hilarious comedy romance, Couple's Retreat. Owh bite us! We loved comedy romance very much! Then walk again in Ikano Power Center (I'm really not sure how it is spelled) then the day ended up in SS2 Murni. Nasi Goreng Soft Crab, Roti Beckham, Lily Special and also Ribena Special spice the day once again. Then we had some scratching moment in the car on the way back coz one of us is allergic to seafood but still love eating the seafood. Duh! Its not a good moment of sending her back. Started to missed her already. I guess the day went well again.

P/S : I will definitely make it up to you about the Petrosains visit. I will bring you there sooner or later but not never. I love you so much, Baby...

HUH!

2009-12-11T00:11:00.004+08:00

Jika dilihat. Kelihatan seperti prestasi yang semakin merosot. Semakin hari semakin kurang entry. Kenapa? Mungkin tiada masa? Atau tiada idea? Atau sudah kehilangan minat untuk berblogging?

Entri Envi

2009-12-08T07:44:00.003+08:00

Banyak movie yang telah aku tonton selama ini. Kebanyakan menceritakan tentang kehidupan. Tapi yang menarik perhatian pastilah yang berakhir dengan tragedi. Berakhir dengan kesedihan dan juga kehilangan. Antara movie yang gua maksudkan adalah seperti Forgetting Sarah Marshall dan P.S I Love You. Ada yang mengatakan Forgetting Sarah Marshall adalah movie yang tongong kerana menceritakan tentang kehendak seorang lelaki yang hanya inginkan seks. Anda lagi tongong kerana berfikir terlalu singkat. Terima kasih.

Kehidupan sememangnya kurang adil buat sesetengah golongan. Adat manusia yang akan rasa kepentingan apabila sudah mengalami kehilangan. Namun inilah kehidupan. Harus diteruskan.

Ternampak sebuah blog kepunyaan rakan. Selama ini gua rasa gua mempunyai masalah yang paling komplikasi. Sungguh gua tak sangka ada yang masih agung cintanya. Seriously gua envy lu.

Gua terbangun dari tidur dan angan-angan. Gua sedar ada yang masih lagi teruk pengalaman kehidupan mereka. Tapi gua hairan mereka masih mampu menyembunyikan perasaan itu dan masih tampak ceria di hadapan semua orang. Di luar nampak seperti tiada masalah namun di dalam hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu situasinya.

People come and go. Itulah katanya. Nasihat gua untuk semua orang adalah appreciate apa yang ada di depan mata lu orang. Nanti suatu hari lu orang pasti akan melihat kembali hari yang lepas dan menyesal dengan apa yang sudah berlaku. Itu apa yang gua dapat dan itu lah jua yang akan gua lakukan.

P/S : xde idea tapi gatal nak wat entry juga

Per-sen-tage

2009-11-27T14:50:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha kepada semua blogger dan juga follower.

Tiba Hari Raya Aidil Adha. Lembu-lembu sudah ditumbangkan. Jika diambil kira percentage tumbangan lembu pada hari ini, mungkin boleh dilihat perubahan yang mendadak. Di antara 200-300 persen. Baguslah. Ibadah namanya. Setahun sekali apa salahnya daripada membazir membeli air-air setan di kelab-kelab malam. Huh!

Jika dikira percentage orang pergi sembahyang di masjid pun boleh dilihat perubahan yang agak mendadak. Mungkin kurang sedikit berbanding dengan percentage lembu yang ditumbangkan. Tetapi masih lagi ada yang tidak pergi sembahyang. Siapa yang makan rendang Tok pasti terasa pedas walaupun masih sedap dimakan bersama ketupat dan lemang.

Orang semua sibuk dengan persediaan hari raya gua sibuk nak bersiap barang gua nak balik universiti. Ape kes? Orang lain bergembira di Hari Raya. Gua merana. Huh!

P/S : New Moon kacip! Lagi best kalau dapat tengok ngn awek. Huh!

Hello FINAL year

2009-11-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday got a call from a friend telling me about the result that has been out. I was outside yesterday(specifically in Gardens) looking for the latest NEW MOON movie ticket. He asked my username and also my password for the university info website. So i gave him my details. Well I do trust him for keeping my secrets. And he did checked for me.

So the result wasn't that good and it wasn't that bad. Manage to get few good grades for some subjects and also managed to get one bad grade as well. Failed a subject but looking at the bright side I can always repeat the paper during my final semester. So there goes my last semester result. It was a relieve to know about the result despite a fail in one of my subject.

Right now I am going to say Good Bye to my 3rd Year. And right now I am waving my hands happily to the FINAL YEAR. After a long awaited years now I'm already in the FINAL YEAR. Yes I know I'm already too old to be in the FINAL YEAR, but that is the fact that is happening right now. I'm no more a sophomore UNITEN student. I'm already a FINAL YEAR student in UNITEN. Thanks to everyone who has been supporting me all these years especially to a special someone that made me walk on my foot again. Thank you everyone and love you all. Love you so much BABY...

P/S:I guess I do agree that 2 is always better than 1. I'm so sorry for hurting you and also ignoring you for almost the whole day.

Oh

2009-11-23T05:09:00.004+08:00

Minggu terakhir bercuti. Berita baik atau berita buruk? Ntah. Gua sendiri pun tak berapa pasti. Yang gua tau sepanjang bercuti lagi banyak duit yang keluar daripada yang masuk. Begitu juga lemak yang melekat di sebalik kulit gua. Kejadah duduk rumah boleh mengurangkan berat badan. Gua tengok si Saruk tue bila time cuti jer makin bertambah berat badan beliau.

Kalau nak bercerita tentang BudakPanjang, syaitan tersebut makan mengalahkan jin. Tapi masih badan ramping. Menternak cacing di dalam badan mungkin.

Cerita Twilight sudah berada di Astro. Bukan cerita Toilet. Hari khamis nanti akan keluar di panggung wayang. Bukan di punggung. Cerita pelik tentang vampire yang mahu bercinta dengan manusia biasa. Tapi yang lebih membuat gua terharu adalah tentang penampilan kembar gua dalam cerita sequel terbaru Twilight, New Moon. Kembar gua ataupun itu memang gua? Lu orang judge by your own self. Heh.

Dan personal opinion, gua rasa dia gua rate sebagai sexiest villain on Earth.

Baby, Love You~

Resources

2009-11-21T17:20:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. So much things to do so little time that I have. Plus I dont have any idea on what to write on my blog. Please pardon me for all the silence.

Oke. Sangat pelik jika menulis blog dalam Bahasa Ibunda. Nak-nak gentleman mcm gua nie. Bercakap mestilah penuh perasaan rendah diri dan juga sentiasa menjaga hati dan perasaan orang lain. Tapi gua pelik nape kalo gua mula tulis blog gua akan menjadi lebih provoking daripada inviting. Gua terpengaruh, maybe. Salah orang ini yang sering mengutarakan falsafah-falsafah provokasi beliau. Beliau sudah memurtadkan diri sebagai warga Kuala Lumpur. Back for good katanya. Beliau peminat kumpulan Take That? Mungkin tidak. Oke gua sudah mula mengarut tak tentu hala.

Beberapa hari ini gua banyak belajar. Bukan di dalam kelas sebab gua sedang bercuti. Seminggu dua lagi akan bersambung pembelajaran. Nak buek cemano? Dah gua banyak sangat enjoy. Nak tak nak terpaksa habiskan studies gua. Beberapa hari ini gua mendalamai erti kata sebenar demand, satisfaction, understanding dan juga happiness. Atau dalam bahasa asingnya permintaan, kepuasan, memahami dan juga kebahagiaan. Beberapa hari lalu gua menyambut hari kelahiran insan paling comel. Dua hari gua spend time utk dia. Gua berusaha untuk membuatkannya happy namun ternyata gua hampir gagal dalam segala usaha gua. Last minute planning never gonna work no matter how hard you try. Terdetik dalam hati gua. Tapi lepas itu gua teringat tentang falsampah yang lain iaitu "Make the best out of every chances and opportunity that you have".

Jadi gua buat apa yang termampu dan segalanya menjadi. Namun gua paham perasaan seorang Hawa. Memang sukar untuk dipuaskan kehendaknya. Namun itulah cabaran yang akan gua usahakan. Memenuhi kehendaknya walaupun with limited resources. Tak mungkin gua akan menarik diri dan surrender. Itu adalah azam gua. Bukan Khairul Azman mahupun Azman Adnan. Itulah janji gua. Like I said the other day, I will make it up to you someday and I will make it unforgettable and also memorable. I have tried to make it happen but i guess I am not trying hard enough.

Baby, I Love You So Much and I Will Not Stop Making You Smile Everyday :)

And Happy Birthday To You, My Love~

P/S:a bit belated but i think its better than nothing at all :)

Akhir

2009-11-08T14:53:00.004+08:00

Entry terakhir daripada bilik C3-09-06-02. Banyak kenangan manis dan pahit yang berlaku dalam bilik ini. Pertemuan, perpisahan, gembira, sedih, senyum, gelak tawa dan bermacam-macam lagi. Dan juga mungkin entry terakhir untuk pelajar 3rd Year. Mungkin selepas ini gua akan membuat entry sebagai seorang student Final Year. Masih ada kemungkinan di situ. banyak lagi benda boleh berlaku dalam hidup. Dan gua tidak mengharapkan perpisahan akan berlaku lagi. Cukuplah hanya sekali dan biarkan ianya untuk kali terakhir.

Kepada housemate Semester 01 2009/2010, gua ucapkan terima kasih banyak. Lu orang memang best. Juga kepada rakan-rakan yang sudah habis belajar, gua ucapkan tahniah sebab kesungguhan lu orang dah menunjukkan suatu pencapaian yang membanggakan. Good Luck in Working Phase of your life!

Dan kepada Nur Diyana Ahmad@Denna. I Love You So Much. Thank you for being there for me when I need you the most. The best is yet to come.

Kahwin

2009-11-07T02:34:00.003+08:00

Kahwin adalah sesuatu yang indah. Memang bahagia kalo sudah berkahwin. Yang gua maksudkan dgn berkahwin bukanlah berkahwin tanpa pernikahan. Kalo lu orang tgk orang yg berkahwin sume nk grand. Kahwin di Dewan Merak Kayangan. Kahwin di hotel 5 bintang. tapi yg paling meriah sekali mestilah kahwin buat kenduri kt rumah. Bile saudara mara datang menolong. Itu yang buat meriah. Rokok pun diedarkan secara percuma.

Tapi yg gua hairan sekarang nie, nape mak bapak selalu sangat tanya anak-anak pasal perkahwinan? Gua xpaham. Mak bapak suke sgt nk tgk anak-anak diorg kahwin cepat. Konon nak menimang cucu cepat. Kalo takat cakap pastue hulur duit xpe jgk. Ini takat berbekalkan air liur dan juga kata-kata yang boleh membingitkan kepala otak, sape pun xtension.

Kahwin perlukan komitmen. Perlu ada persefahaman sebelum decide nk berkahwin. Kang kalo cepat sgt nk kahwin, setengah jalan bercerai mulela mak bapak bising xnk ikut ckpla, ikut perasaan sendirila dan bermacam-macam lagi kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut mereka.

Jadi? Sapa yang perlu dipersalahkan? kang kalo xdengar cakap mulela dipanggil anak derhaka. Aish pening kepala kalo lg pikir.

Tapi apa yang lu orang rasa kalo dikahwinkan pokok-pokok yang ada kt umah lu orang sumer?

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