A Friend, A Love, A Life

8 years ago, she was my best friend. A friend whom I talked to almost every night to share almost everything. We have never met but we talk frequently on the phone and sometimes we did accompany each other studying while in high school. 8 years ago both of us were in Form 5 and of course we were really busy preparing for our exam. But still, we spend some of our time to talk to each other almost every night. And sometimes a missed call would already be sufficient to make our day even brighter.

Then it came to the day where things go wrong and we had some misunderstanding. So we were parted to our own ways and we eventually lost contact between each other. No news, stories to tell, or even a miss call. All of it have gone.

Both of us went to pursue our dreams. A dream that has been told and shared before we were separated by the argument and the feeling of anger. Sometimes we do remember about a friend that has been with us for quite a while. A friend whom we talked to everyday. But that feeling just remain a mystery without any of us trying to find each other. Maybe with the current commitment of studies, work and also relationship we were both in have restricted us to make an effort to find the long lost old friend. Or should I say a long lost old best friend. I always consider her to be my best friend.

A tough time have been through. All the pain, the happiness, the broken heart, sadness, sorrow, laughter and everything that could be mentioned, we have been there in that place. We have been doing what a young person would do. We did enjoy our life and we did ended up making a tough but still a wrong decision. We have managed to learn a lesson about life and it changes some part of the way we were thinking right now. Learning by experience is always the best method of learning.

With the permission from Allah SWT, we met again in Facebook. I requested to be her friend and she accepted it. The approval went silence for a few days before one of us start the conversation. And it didn't end there. We were texting each other from there onwards but still no phone calls. Out of nowhere we were agreeing for a first date. How fast could that be?

After few dates, we actually expressed how we felt to each other and we decided to be a couple. Both of us have the same feeling towards each other and both of us need love from each other as well. Well, great minds think alike. Many things we have been through as a couple from a nosy neighbour to a never-moved-on-ex-boyfriend friend and many more. But we were still going strong and we love each other more and more every day.

Now things are getting better and we do understand and know each other well. We knew what both of us were up to and we knew what both of us were thinking. Like I said earlier, great minds think alike. After all the long discussion as well as a bit of family drama, we decided to move on to another level. A level that requires commitment, responsibility and sacrifices. A stage that requires understanding, tolerate and communicating.

I think we are about to complete the cycle. The cycle of life.

A friend, A Love, A Life.

She was my friend. She was my best friend. She was my girlfriend. And now she is my FIANCEE.

To Baby Girl, I will love you until the end of time. I love you so much, Baby :D

Great Weekend

What a hectic and tiring weekend but still words cannot describe the satisfaction that has been achieved for this weekend. Should I say that it was a shopping weekend. My Baby and I bought a lot of things and we even went window shopping to acquire our next target. The month of Ramadan is coming in around 2 weeks time and all the stores are promoting their shops and boutiques for great deals as well as great bargain. Not to forget that the Malaysia's Mega Sale is starting soon so I think it is the greatest time for window shopping and take a look on our next shopping target. The shopping part is a necessity that we have to make the purchase, by hook or by crook.

The shoppings and also the preparations has been great and we are really happy with the progress. We are now counting days but still we have a lot of work to do in the next few days. Classes to attend as well as assignments and also other studies related work. The tasks that have been assigned to me have gone down one by one and now waiting for more tasks to come. It is just another responsibility for me as a student.

All I can say is that I am very satisfied with what has happened during the weekend. It will be the most memorable weekend for me and also to my Baby. It is surely a good weekend turns out to be a great and awesome weekend. What am i preparing for? Just what for the entry in a week time.

Mumble Jumble

I am still awake until now just to spend all my sleeping time for a compilation of paper writing called Progress Report. How lame is that? I have to think, I have to compose and definitely I have to type all the words that I have been building for the past few hours using the keypad on my notebook keyboard. Do people call this hard work or is it just the same old people saying of last minute job?

Talking about last minute job, I have never failed myself to make a last minute work and it turns out to be as good as the one prepared earlier by other people. Well of course doing a last minute work, we need a lot of references from the past work. Some people call it plagiarism, some called it "Cut and Paste" or "Copy and Paste" but I want to call it "RESOURCING". Without resources, nothing can be done and nothing can turn out to be good.

After all the work that I have been through for the past week, I am glad I am nearing the end of my studies. I have been squeezing my brains out for the assignments, tests and quizzes for the past 5 years and now I am at the last stage already. Working will never be the same like right now while I am still studying. Do you think I am going to miss all this? Well maybe yes to some of it.

Got to have some nap. Night readers!

Busy

There is so many things to do and to arrange and yet there is so little time for me to even attend all of them. But I couldn't let any of those things go because every single thing has their own purpose and importance. Attending them by prioritizing their importance and also their time limitations make things even easier to solve. Well that is what in my head right now.

Just can't wait for the time to come :D

Enough mumbling and time for work again

Bohemian Rhapsody

BudakPanjang, payung sekali gig nanti buat macam dalam video clip boleh?

SPIRIT

The writer seriously need some of the matter mentioned above so that he could actually have the strength to lay his hand on his own Final Year Project. Seriously he needs to produce some result so that he can put it in his Progress Report which is due next Friday.

Any suggestion? Maybe the writer needs to find his own time and space to actually make some progress on his project. He is in need of a result so badly right now!

Or maybe he will be a little more concern about his project when he realize that he is short of time to complete the whole project simulation? Seriously I don't know but I think he will have his self-conscious to actually lay both of his hands on the project this weekend.

Ok. I just need to write and whine about something. That is all about it.

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse

Watching movies are always fun and also, should I say, ADDICTIVE! It is similar to have the first time experience of eating a great food, you will hunger for more and more and you will try your utmost to get it.

Some said that the Twilight saga are made for sissy and not meant for guys that are so called macho, good looking and whatsoever words they called it. Hey! This is entertainment and entertainment doesn't support sexism or any -ism that could be said. We have our right to watch what we want as long as we enjoy watching and listening to what we want as long as you do not bother about other people's private life. Ok enough babbling.

So it is my first time experience to watch a movie at the Gold Class. Some people might wonder why would we pay a movie ticket for RM60 per person when you can watch the same movie for a price of a range of RM10-RM15 at the normal cinema. Well the answer is simple. I am entertaining myself and I am telling you this, the atmosphere in the Gold Class cinema is superb! It is like you have the whole building being equipped with giant size screen, personal home theater system, self-reclining leather sofa, complimentary drink, head pillow, a really-comfy-satin duvet and being served as a VIP in the cinema. How's that sound for a RM60 ticket? Plus you don't have to go through a very irritating-yet-annoying long queue.

The movie that has been chosen for the Gold Class cinema visit this time was the sequel of the Twilight saga, Eclipse. Baby and I have followed the saga since we started dating and it has been decided that the Eclipse will be watched in the Gold Class (since we have some extra money for ourselves). It is very worth it and I think another visit to the Gold Class will be planned later.

Special thank you to you, Baby, for this great experience of blockbuster screening that I have never ever think before. And thank you Baby's great friend, Shazana Pear Sharil for being with us and our great experience. It was a great experience for you as well right?

RESTECP

This is what Ali G has said in the British Parliament in his movie. He wants to spell respect but instead he spell it "R..E..S..T..E..C..P". But this is not what I wanted to point out in my entry this time around.

Some people wants respect and some people need respect from other people to make them feel good and there are some people who seeks for respect due to their family history. Ok fine whatever. My point is, if you really want to be respected by other people, you yourself must show or exhibit or give respect to other people. You cant gain any respect without giving any.

My point here are simple. Please do not ever think about yourself ONLY. I repeat. Please do not think about yourself ONLY. Think about what other people might feel and what other people might think. Do not be too proud of who your ancestors are. We should be proud and take a very good care of our family names especially when your ancestors is a someone. You are just carrying their name but not their fame. You have to create your own fame to your own name but please be careful not to bring shame to your name. From ending up in the Hall of Fame you might ended up in the Wall of Shame.

My last words. Please do respect other people feelings and opinion. They will eventually respect your feeling and also your opinion some day.

Nervous

When something big is happening in your life, this feeling is a normal feeling which I guess everyone have been through before. And yes, I have been in this situation before especially few hours before the final examination paper, job interview as well as project presentations. But this time around the situation is different.

All the preparation are 60% towards completion and it is still a month away.

Oh god!!please help me to get through this situation safely.

Baby, I really love you :D